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Inside the Mind of Aaron

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think I might try to write in this again..............

[16 Feb 2005|11:44pm]

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Who knows how long my interest will keep in this livejournal. I have not written in this thing in over a year. However, it is late at night and I'm not really tired considering I have to wake up in 4 hours for work. I'll probably just start talking about things I like and changed around my info. Because, well......things have changed a bit since I last typed in here. Anyways...........I'll write more later

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My bi-monthly entry........	[21 Apr 2003\|09:21pm]
I have things to do, but for some reason I'm not jumping to do them at the moment. I hardly ever write in this thing anymore. I guess I just got bored with it. Only a few people read it, and those people don't really have to read it because I talk to them on the phone, and therefore they find out what is going on with me. I guess I've been okay. I hurt my back somewhat bad last week, lifting a little too much weight with these back exercisies. I finally got around to hitting the batting cage after. For the first time of doing it this year, I hit pretty well. I always get a little blood clot in my hand from the bat the first few times I do it. Audra is doing well. She got accepted to NYU, but can't afford it, so she is going to SUNY Stonybrook. They gave her half about in financial aid. I'm proud of her. My sister visited last week. She is fun, but at the same time....she can be annoying doing things she knows I don't like on purpose. I didn't go see my family on Easter, basically because the trip was too long. I miss them, but I would've only seen them for a few hours for a 7 hour drive. I was wondering.....why do girls look worse at the prom (usually) then they do on a regular day. At prom, girls seem to pile on the makeup, and it just makes them look all unnatural and they just look different than there usual self. I don't know, it just seems that way. I wonder what this SARS virus really is. How far will is really break out. China has already fired to of their health officials for it getting out of control over there. Not like that will really help now. Maybe I should by some stock in surgical supplies, mainly masks. Work is okay I guess. Hectic and boring sometimes, however some of the people there make it fun. These two girls I talk to are funny. One dances her heart/lap dances her chair and is blunt, and the other is like a kid trapped in an adults body. They are fun to be around. Crazy sometimes, but fun. I've been pulling some tricks, little ones, but they work. Just something to make it a little interesting, if only for a minute. I'll eventually have to think of something else to do. The Yankees are off to a great start....16-3.....and just wait till they get Jeter, Riveria and karsay back and when Giambi starts hitting. I won my fantasy basketball league so I got 100 dollars prize. It's mostly the bragging rights that I care about. Funny thing is, I didn't pay attention to my team for about half the season. I should call Ashley and try to call Maria soon, as well as Jay. He was disappointed that the one day I couldn't go to the city with him to hang with his gf and him. I was tired, and the weather wasn't the greatest. I'm finished typing for now........there's a bunch of littles things I could say, but I'm done for now.....maybe I'll write in this soon....who knows
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Been so long since I've written anything in here.....	[18 Mar 2003\|07:59pm]
It has been so long since I even looked at my livejournal. I don't even feel like really writing in it at the moment. I don't know what to say. I'll just shout of random things for now. I got another hamster. It is a panda bear hamster. I named it "Babo". I quit BestBuy and now work for the IRS. It is a really easy job and I like it. It hasn't been really busy since I began so I get to read the paper a lot. I also have read the first Harry Potter book, the only one I have not read. In fact I just finished it today. I was thinking of reading the third one again, but I just read it probably only a few months ago. I think I liked the third one the best. My fish tanks are doing well, except my quantity of big fish is down to two. I need to get more. I recently got some new pairs of shoes, which I badly needed and I got them at a good discount. It has been really nice the past two days. Warm like spring. Audra and I are still together. I got a bunch of new DVD's since Christmas. I have about 25 now. That's a lot for me. I want to go to the batting cage soon. Also the driving range. I want to see "Dreamcatcher" in the theatres this weekend. I think my friend Heather is having her baby soon. However, I haven't heard from her in a little bit. Family is doing well. It snowed so much upstate where my mother and sisters live. Ashley is back from her vacation. I spoke to her recently. Audra got accepted to StonyBrook, which is very good. I hope she gets accepted to NYU and gets enough grants/aids to be able to go. I know that is where she wants to go. War is evident. At least that is what is being said. I mean there is less than 48 hours in Bush's ultimatum to Hussein. I wonder what the ramifications will be as well as the details of the outcome. I guess that is all I have to say for now. I will try to write more on a regular basis in here, but I do not want to promise anything. Time to go relax for the night and maybe watch a movie.....
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Poor Baby......	[03 Jan 2003\|11:37pm]
It's 11:40pm over here and I just got done cleaning my big fish tank. I also am watching the fiesta bowl...the college football championship. It's a pretty good game. I wasn't at the computer for the past hour and a half, so when I just came on...I would've thought Audra would be on. I guess she went to bed. She was sick and I'm glad she'll get some much needed rest. I miss her, but I hope she's getting a good night's sleep. Nothing too much else going on....there is actually...but a bunch of little things....Get Better Audra! Rest...take medicine.....think of me ;) Time to go watch the rest of the football game....just went into overtime!
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Happy New Year.......	[01 Jan 2003\|01:05pm]
I really don't do this livejournal thing too much anymore. I used to do it everyday....it's just that....I don't know. I should tell Audra to type what I want it. But then again, she's the only one who really reads this. Last night I didn't do much but eat some pizza and talk to Audra on the phone. We almost missed the ball drop, and I don't remember it too much. I was like "eh...so it's 2003...oh well". The only thought I have about last year is that it went so fast and when I look back on it, nothing really happened that I would take out of that year...except for Audra. I mean there were a lot of little things...but nothing really bad or great besides that. Today is a lazy day. I should clean my fish tank. Two of my big fish died cause one of my other fish picked on him. I had to get rid of it....I was a little aggravated by that. But I got some other new, smaller fish that will eventually grow into bigger ones. I'm just rambling here. I really don't feel like typing. I want one of those things that I can talk and it will type what I'm saying. I really didn't make any new year resolution's. I guess off the top of my head....would be to work out on a more consistent basis, go back to school part time in the fall or summer classes (maybe), Spend lots of time with Audra......not sure what else. Anyways....I'm going to go eat some sherbet and maybe start The Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire Book. I just finished The Prisoner of Azakaban.....which was good. Bye for now......Happy New Year Everyone!
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It's snowing outside......and I'm hungry

[25 Dec 2002|11:20pm]

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I want to apologize to Audra for acting all sad on the phone. She had to leave earlier than I thought and I was just all acting sad and somewhat rude maybe. It's just that I was looking forward to speaking to her all day today, and then when I finally did.....we couldn't speak long. I just missed her all day I guess, and was disappointed in not being able to talk to her longer. It snowed more here than I thought it did. I haven't really looked out the window since it started, until about 15 minutes ago. I hope it's not too bad on the way to work tomorrow morning....early 3:30am in the morning! Audra thinks I should keep the Playstation 2 and I might now. However, I don't have any games for it and I can't really hook it up on my tv, but we'll see. I'm hungry. I didn't have a nice Christmas Meal. I had some leftover spaghetti. It was okay I guess, but I would've like something that was made today. Well, I'm not too tired, but I should lay down. I hope I don't have a sore throat in the morning! I wish I was able to go to Gasho of Japan....my favorite resturant in the whole world! :) Oh, that reminds me....I still didn't open one present! I know what it is, but it is still wrapped. It's my annual hallmark frosty friends ornament! I think I'll go open it now.....Merry Christmas....goodnight!

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My Christmas Day.....*sighs*

[25 Dec 2002|04:34pm]

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I wish I was upstate with my Mother and sisters. It would probably have been more fun than this. It's quiet here right now. It's pouring cold rain. Windy. Nasty. My father is upstairs depressed for whatever reason. I'm about to go to my room to clean and lay down and just think. It's snowing a lot upstate where my mother is. I got my presents. A playstation 2, little mini remote control car, and a fleece. I came to the conclusion not too long ago that I'm going to return my playstation 2 & fleece for the money. I need to pay some bills, and I don't really need the playstation 2. It's not something I was dying for. I'll be fine without it. I have Audra. That's all I want and all I need. She makes me happy and besides, I got some presents from her. :) I don't know what I'm going to eat for dinner. Odds are I'll have to order out. Chinese food probably. Only thing that is open I bet. I saw the Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers again with my father. He wanted to see it. It was my 3rd time seeing it. It was still very good! I guess I'm just going to go to my room now and just clean up like I said. I won't speak to Audra till later tonight. Luckily, my sore throat went away pretty much and my cough isn't as bad as it was this morning. I hope tomorrow is good......bye for now

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Christmas Eve.........

[24 Dec 2002|09:51pm]

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Well, I am alone on Christmas Eve, but I'm really not. In the physical sense I am alone, but I am happy and I do feel loved. I have spent my Christmas Eve on the phone with Audra. She has made my night so enjoyable. I ate some spaghetti and meat sauce for dinner. One of my personal faves! Then I fully finished setting up the Christmas Tree Audra sent me. (One of the presents I got from her was a Christmas Tree....a fake one, but a nice one at that.) Anyways....I put a lighted star on top of it and put lot of lights on it and it looks really nice. Also put some ornaments on it, but I have to put some more on it. It looks really nice from the outside cause you can see it thru the front door window! I am kind of sick though, with a cough and a sore throat. I love Audra very much. She's so good to me and makes me happy....I'm glad I spent tonight talking to her! She loved her Hermoine Figure that talks I gave her! I knew she would. Also, she loved my Baber stuffed doll I got her. I'm tired though, so I'm going to go lay down. I hope all my friends are having a Merry Christmas! I wish them all well, as well as my Father, Mother & sisters! I'm tired....it's time to lay down and spend the rest of my awake time with my Audra.........Merry Christmas!

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Just saw Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers!	[18 Dec 2002\|03:31pm]
I didn't think that it could get better...but it did! It didn't seem like three hours long...because it was just magnificent! I don't know what to say. I would definitely give it 4 stars! Their was more action, the story moved along nicely.....I loved the trees! haha...the battles were great. I am tired from a long day, but I am so happy that I saw it! I bet Audra is a little jealous I saw it before her! =P She'll see it later tonight though, and then later tonight we'll talk about it. Anyways...work was long..seemed long and boring......might quit because they might cut my hours. Not just mine but everyone's after the holiday season. Anyways.....I'm going to lay down and try to take a nap....later
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Reviews on Movies I've Recently Watched.....	[17 Dec 2002\|01:39pm]
These are review of movies I've recently watched: 1 Star = poor 2 Stars = Fair 3 Stars = Good 4 Stars = Excellent 1) The Rookie = 3 1/2 Stars....Not one of the best sports movies ever made but definitely better than most of them. Dennis Quaid was great in this story. Great story, even better because it was based on a true story. I remember the story before it even came out since I am a sports person. Not as good as Rudy, but pretty good nonetheless 2) Collateral Damage = 2 1/2 Stars.....I didn't think this would be that good, but I was mildly surprised.......it was solid entertainment from Arnold. Not a lot of explosions, but it was somewhat exciting as some points. He can do better....well he has....I don't know if he can do better anymore since he's getting up there in age....but then again he has Terminator 3 coming out next summer....so we'll see 3) The Panic Room = 3 1/2 Stars.....It was darkly filmed, which fit the mood right and I think Jodie Foster did better than Nicole Kidman would have (She was originally slated for the role) and it was good from start to finish.....one of the better movies that came out this year....Forrest Whitiaker was good 4) Scooby Doo = 2 Stars.....I would give it one stars if it weren't for Scooby Doo and the pretty dead on impersination of Shaggy by Matthew Lillard. The plot was pretty ridiculous, but probably any kid would like this movie. Hopefully on the next one, they will do better. Oh, get rid of Freddie Prinze and Sarah Michelle Gellar. 5) The Brotherhood of the Wolf = 3 Stars....I would have given it 3 and a half maybe if it weren't so long. It is in French, so it has English subtitles...but that wasn't a problem really. It was a good movie with good action and a good story set in the 1800's in Europe. I enjoyed it and I think I will buy it on DVD eventually..... 6) The Big Lebowski = 1 1/2 stars....I expected much more from this film. It seems a lot of movies Jeff Bridges is in, just aren't that good. But this time it wasn't his fault really. He was okay in it. I mean, he was the central character in this movie. The story I understood, just the whole thing was just kind of boring. It wasn't funny and I thought there would be more John Turturro, but there wasn't. I was disappointed with this one 7) E.T. = 4 stars....it's very hard for me to give 4 stars to a movie. However, if I were to give out 4 stars....I would have no problem giving it to E.T. It is definitely still a magical and fun back 20 years ago as it is today. I haven't watched it in years until a few days ago and I enjoyed it more than I remembered I did. It was a great film and definitely a classic and one of my childhood and even today favorites 8) Mystery Science Theatre 3000 = 1 Star.....I don't know why I watched this. Probably because I used to watch the old tv show from time to time and I thought it was funny somewhat. Not Chris Rock funny, just amusing. It was just like a tv show, but shot on better film. However, I only chuckled a few times and most of the jokes just fell flat. Plus I liked the original host better, not the one they used for the movie 9) Blade II = 3 stars.....I was suprised how much better this was than the first movie, considering the first was not bad to begin with. First off....the action was great! Much better than the first and the story was just as good. I think Wesley Snipes has to be much more happy with this one than the first. Great Action Movie...one of my favorite action movies of all-time 10) The Lord of the Rings = 4 Stars.....One of my favorite movies of all time. It doesn't matter that it is long.....you don't even realize how long it is, it is so good. The cinematography is breathetaking and the story is great. Well acted, great looking...just a wonderful movie. I don't know what more to say. Ian McKellan is great as well as Elijah Wood. I can't wait for the next one to come out! 11) The Ladies Man = 2 stars......I mean.....as far a comedies go, you could do worse. It wasn't that funny, but it did get a few laughs. It was good to see Tim Meadows get his own movie though. It's better than most Saturday Night live movies, but then again....that's not saying much. It was just okay I guess 12) Star Wars II: Attack of the Clones....2 1/2 stars....Much better than Episode I. I do like the Star Wars franchise, so I was relieved when this one was better than the first, which besides from Darth Maul, wasn't that great. Ewen McGregor is great in it. However, Anakin was annoying, but the action was first rate! The Last 45 minutes of the movie were the best..but Yoda stole the show at the end. I can't wait till Episode III comes out, but I'll have to wait 3 years for that 13) Bond: Die Another Day = 2 1/2 stars....as far as Bond Films go, I don't know too much about them. I've only seen 2 besides this one. I have to say, it was better than I expected. Halle Berry, was good to look at, and the techinal affects and action were big. The Villan for Bond was weak though. Pierce Bronsan is a solid Bond though. I think he has one more Bond Film in him, and then he will pass the torch. Not a bad movie, although, not one of the year's best 14) Harry Potter & The Sorceror's Stone = 3 1/2 stars.....I have to admist before the movie came out I never really heard of Harry Potter. I didn't know what all the big deal was about. When the movie came out in the theatre's I didn't see it. I kept hearing it was good, but I never saw it till I rented it one day over the summer. Since then I've seen it about 6 times. It's on HBO lately all the time. It is a magical movie. I very much enjoyed it. One of my favorite kids movies of all time. It was beautifully done and the cast was all very well picked out. 15) Harry Potter & The Chamber of Secrets = 3 stars.....I saw this in the theatre's recently and the younger cast has definitely grown up a little, while Professor Dumbledore (Richard Harris), has passed away in real life. He was one of my favorite actors. It's a shame. This one was good, however, not as good as the first. It was rather long, but that didn't matter really. There was more action, and the best parts were when Harry conflicted with Draco. I liked the first one more though. The next installment will be without Christopher Columbus though, the director. I wonder how it will turn out. Also, who will play Dumbledore? Hmmmm 16) The Ring = 2 stars.....Everyone said this was really good. Based on their procalmations, I decided to go see it. I was somewhat disappointed. I have to admit, it was better than your typical scary movie these days...but still...it wasn't that great. The Story was interesting, but it just wasn't that scary. I mean, I didn't jump or scream or whatever. Maybe I didn't get it. I think "Signs" was scarier in a more suspenseful type way. I love M. Night Shamalyan. I hear he's going to write the script for the new Indiana Jones movie...that should be interesting and great! 17) The Scorpion King = 2 stars....I don't know what to say. It was the Rock's acting debut, but to tell you the truth...he didn't do much acting. He didn't have a lot of lines in my opinion. The action was fun, the story was your typical gotta save the people from the evil king deal. Nothing special really, but an okay action flick. 18) American Pie 2 = 2 1/2 stars....I don't think it was better than the first, but it was still not bad. Stiffler was back, which was good and Jim was good I guess, but the rest of the supporting staff (besides Allison Hannigan) was kind of useless. Just a bunch of little side stories than just were there. It had it's funny moments, and enjoyed it as a whole, as well as Shannon Elizabeth, but it was just.....just not as good as the first. The third one is coming out...and most of the cast won't be back, which I think is a good thing 19) Pulp Fiction = 4 stars....One of my favorite movies of all-time. Probably Quentin Tarantino's only good movie (Besides Reservior Dogs). It relaunched the careers of John Travolta and launched the career or Samuel L. Jackson. It is a bunch of insistences tied together in an exciting interesting movie. I love it! 20) A Christmas Story = 3 1/2 stars.....One of if not my favorite Christmas movie of all time. The story of Ralphie and his crazy family and his pursuit of getting a b-b gun is great. I can watch that over and over again on Christmas probably. I love the intermonologue throughout the movie. It's defintiely a Christmas Classic!
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Wonder what my surprise is?!

[17 Dec 2002|01:34pm]

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Audra said she is getting me some surprise. I have no idea what it is. All I know is that it is heavy. Think that's it. That's not even my Christmas present too!
I've been working and doing nothing while not working lately. I've been watching a lot of movies, talking to Audra, eating a lot of pizza, and sleeping the past couple of days. Nothing besides that has really happened. I'm probably going upstate this weekend to see my mother and sisters. I'll give them my present and vice versa. It will be good to see my mother and my sisters. I can't wait to see them and the christmas tree they have, because it is always so nice. My mother decorates the house very nice. I'm thinking of finally putting my christmas lights up after I write in here. I've been meaning to do so for about 2 weeks, but I just haven't done it. I did put up a little 2 foot tree in my room though with some of my hallmark ornaments on. It's a nice little tree just for me. :) On a concerned note....I'm a little worried about Jessica. I haven't heard from her in almost a week I think and last time I spoke to her, she was supposed to leave the house she was staying at. She didn't know what she was going to do and where she was going. I told her to call me however, and she said she would, but she hasn't yet. I just hope she's safe and okay somewhere and staying away from trouble. Well......my feet are cold, I'm going to go put on some socks....later.....

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All Night Working.............

[11 Dec 2002|02:35pm]

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So, last night starting at 10pm I started working all night. I worked till a little after 8 in the morning. It went somewhat fast. I survived too as you can see. I'm still a little tired after just waking up from a nap. Odds are I'll go back to laying down after I write this. Tomorrow, I'm pretty sure I'm going to go Christmas Shopping. I'm not sure if I'll get around to the Christmas lights today. I'm too tired, and it's raining out. Plus it's cold. I like Christmas shopping and it's good that I'm going on a weekday because less people at the stores. I'm off Saturday too, but I think I might go to the movies Saturday. Not sure yet. Nothing else much going on. I get to talk to Audra soon, so that's good. Haven't heard from Jessica yet. She was supposed to leave the house she was staying in. I spoke to her yesterday finally. She didn't know where she was going to go. So, I'm a bit worried about her. I hope she calls soon! Well, looks like I'm going to lay down again. I'm a little chilly.........later

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Forshizzle Gizzle it's the big Neptizzle with the Snoop D-o-double gizzle

[10 Dec 2002|10:49am]

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My Christmas list off the top of my head:
1) Sony Playstation 2
2) Playstation 2 games: Max Payne, NHL 2002, Grand Theft Auto, Kingdom Hearts, NFL Blitz 2002, WWF Shut your Mouth
3) DVD's: Blade II, Lord of the Rings Box Set, Pulp Fiction, Spiderman, Reservior Dogs, The Matrix, American Psycho, The Exorcist, Halloween, A Christmas Story, The Band of Brothers, The Sopranos, The Simpsons, that's off the top of my head....
4) A new Blanket
5) A new robe
6) A scarf
7) He-Man figures (Ram Man, Triklops, Trap Jaw, Buzz off, Meganek, Skyklone, Whiplash, Clawful)
8) Spawn/Mcfarlane figures (Jason Giambi, Clive Barker figures)
9) Cell phone
10)Computer
11)Subscription to Wizard/ESPN
12)Most importantly....seeing my sisters and Mother...and being with Audra :(

That's all...it is a lot, but in reality I only really want a few of those things. I mean I want all, but I know what in reality I can get. Maybe I'll think of something later...my spaghetti is getting cold!

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Who's the man with the Daaaannnnccceee.....SNOOP DOGG!	[10 Dec 2002\|10:45am]
Soooooo....I just raced home from work thinking Audra might call. She hasn't still, but it's okay. I know it wasn't a sure thing she would. I'm heating up some spaghetti I had last night. I'm kinda hungry. I was thinking of getting out of work before 10 this morning but it didn't happen. Luckily work went fast and I was very productive. It went a little too fast cause I didn't get out of there till about 10:20. Stopped in the pet store on my way home to ask if they got in some moray eels, but no dice. Oh well. She said she'd try to get some by Thursday. Hmm....well my spaghetti is done. I just called Audra, got her message thing on her cell. She's too cute! I think today is the day I put the Christmas lights on my house. :) Gotta run......
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*sighs*...looks like I'll have to wait a little more.....

[09 Dec 2002|11:33pm]

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I don't know what to say. So, I found out tonight that I cannot go and see Audra. I kind of thought that if she asked her mother, she would say no to me visiting. I am disappointed...it's frustrating a little. I have to wait months now to be able to see her. It's okay. I'm patient. I hope the months go fast, and they usually do. She blames herself for all this, when she shouldn't. It's not her fault. We'll stay together and things will go well. I just hope she doesn't change her mind about me. She promised she won't and I promised I won't. So, a promise is a promise and things will remain the same between us, remain great. I'm talking to her now. She says she's sorry, but there's no reason to be. She's good to me and I hope she thinks I'm good towards her. Otherwise....I'm too blah to right more about this. It's a little disappointing...but....things will work out fine......
Work in 4 and a half hours....woo hoo....*shakes head*

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Hmm......Well.......

[09 Dec 2002|01:43pm]

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Well....I guess I have a lot of little things on my mind lately. I haven't discussed this with Audra yet, but she is on my mind. In a good way and in a concerned way....sort of. The past couple of days she has been saying that something bad is going to happen between us. She says that things cannot be this good and basically stay this good. I don't really know why she is thinking these things and to tell you the truth. It bothers me a bit when she says things like this. I'm not mad at her, just curious about the whole thing. If nothing is wrong with us like now, there is no need to say that something will happen. Keep things positive and things will remain positive. She reads this, so hopefully she won't read this before I talk to her later. Sometimes she misunderstands what I wrote. However, I don't help because I sometimes word things wrong. So, this is a little thing that has me thinking and a little concerned. I love her, and she knows this. Everything is fine, so she shouldn't think something will go wrong. Guess...that's my point on that. She says she's been whiny lately. I think that's the word she used. Something along those lines. If you're reading this Audra, don't think that....you've been fine as always! :)
Anyways....work was not bad today. It started off slow, but then again work at 4am should always start off slow. It went fast though. They want me to come in tomorrow night while still work tomorrow morning. I'm not sure...I might do that. It's more hours. We'll see I guess. My ankle is feeling better, but it's not 100%. It's 80%. Big improvement from yesterday though. I soaked it in water and that seemed to help a lot.
I'm going to try to clean up my room in a little bit, soak my foot again, put up christmas lights outside and I have to mail something. Hopefully I'll get it done by 6pm. Gotta go start doing that I guess....however I think I'll relax first. Audra told me to take a nap, but I don't know if I'll do that. I might lay down for a few though. I miss her. Well.....time to get things started I guess

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Just too tired and lazy I guess.......

[08 Dec 2002|11:02pm]

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I used to write in here about everyday....now I'm lucky if I do it once a week. I'm just so tired and I guess when I have free time I don't feel like writing in this. Oh well.....
Things have been somewhat busy, but things I guess are not bad for the most part. Audra and I are doing great and I'm happy we can talk a lot more now. She's so cute and sweet and dorky (but in a good way). I'm talking to her as I write this right now. I'm hoping to see her early next month. I'm also hoping to visit my mother and sisters for Christmas. However, that might be tough. I need to get off from work and I'm not sure if I will be able to do that. I hope so though! :) My father and I haven't been getting along too well lately. I usually just keep to myself...napping...watching tv...doing whatever in my room. I have to buy Christmas presents. I want to get a cell phone. I'm not sure what I want for Christmas really. I don't want anything that bad, but I told my father I wanted a Playstation 2. I mostly want it cause it is a DVD player. I don't play video games that much anymore, but they are fun from time to time. My ankle has been killing me lately. It stiffens up after I'm on it for a while.....and it hurts so much when I wake up in the morning....that I can't put any weight on it. I soaked it in hot water earlier tonight while watching The Sopranos Season Finale (which was kinda disappointing, partly because no one got "whacked"). My ankle feels a little better now. But still, it is a definite annoyance.
I still haven't heard from my friend Jessica. Something happened to her earlier this week. Some guys took advantage of her and the police arrested them. I don't know the full story but I feel for her and I am still worried for her. I miss her and I hope she will call soon just to let me know how she is. I don't have the number where she is stay at. She lives on her own at 17 with the help of a social worker. She's a good girl, just uses bad judgement a little. Regardless, she didn't deserve this and I hope to help her someway along the line.
I haven't tried to call Ashley in about a week. I've known her for 4 years, and we're close I guess, but sometimes...I don't feel she doesn't put the effort into being friends. It's strange. I know she's been busy, and tradegy has struck her family a lot recently, so I guess that is the reason. Audra occuppies a lot of my phone time anyways....which is fine :)
I haven't tried to call Maria in over a week too. Maria frustrates me a lot, but it's something I don't think about anymore really. I wish we were still friends, and she probably thinks we still are...and to a certain extent we are I guess....but she never calls. I call and I never expect her to pick up the phone. I always get the answering machine on her cellphone. She says she's busy, but she could call for 5 minutes once in a while. Plus, she said she'd send my my birthday card...and letter...but nothing...that was 4 months ago. Oh well...amazing that a year ago we were still going out and now, we hardly talk. Oh well.....
I still have to put up my Christmas lights outside my house. The snow and my ankle has pushed back my efforts to do so. I'm hoping to do it by Tuesday. I was tempted to make a snowman the other day, but it didn't happen. Belle played in the snow for the first time late last week and it was funny to see her run in snow. Eating snow, sliding in snow, the way the snow flung up on her when she ran thru it.
My new green terror died already. It was a fish. I'm still hoping to get a moray eel for my freshwater fish tank. I have to feed my snowflake eel in my saltwater fish tank! I got a rare blue jack dempsey too. It is small, but I'm hoping it will grow big. Other than that....my fish are fine. The big tank it looking clean and nice with all my live plants. Also Mr. Bean is looking good these days. She looks happy.
Work is...well..okay I guess. Tough on the ankle these days. It is tough getting up at 3:30 in the morning to be in at work at 4, but oh well....I do get out early. Hopefully it goes fast tomorrow. Once 10am hits, the day usually breezes buy. It's the 7am till 10am that seems to go slow sometimes.
On a side note....I was alone for Thanksgiving and I cooked the whole Traditional Thanksgiving meal myself! I never cooked a turkey before, but it came out great! Best turkey I had in a few years! I'm not joking. Funny though...it took 5 hours to cook everything, but about 20 minutes to eat. I didn't eat much. I was somewhat tired and not too hungry. It was an okay day though. So, I was a good cook! I was pleased with myself.
I finally cut my hair tonight. It was growing too long for my liking. It wasn't that long for years. It feels good now. Hmm.... nothing else much to say I guess. So in conclusion...some things are going well...some things are going bad...but that's life...right? ;)

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Time to start writing in here again....

[01 Dec 2002|11:16am]

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I haven't really written in my journal on a consistent basis for a while now. Since October I would estimate that I have about only a handful of entries. I should do this more often and I've been meaning too. A lot of little things have been going on and I guess I will eventually write about them somewhere along the line. The most prominent thing I can think of is that Audra is now ungrounded and therefore I'll be able to talk to her more often now....which will be weird....but it will be a great weird! Working is going okay, however I am getting a little frustrated with management and how everything is run. I might have to look for a new job, however, I won't make the move too soon though. Fish tanks are fine....I'm going to get some freshwater moray eels in the next day or two. Christmas music already playing on the radio, which already annoys me! However, I did watch most of "A Christmas Story" on tv last night. The one with "Raphie". I love that Christmas Movie. One of my favorites! I'm not sure what I want for Christmas yet. I think I want a Playstation 2. I don't play video games that much anymore, but I still do enjoy them. It is also a DVD player, which I need. I need and want a cell phone too. Maybe a few DVD's also. Besides that....not much. Oh, maybe some figures (New He-man, McFarlane etc.) I need to check my webpage. I hope the server didn't erase it, because I haven't been to it in over a month probably. I'll have to write about my Thanksgiving mini-feast I made myself last Thursday!...and Aaron's surgery on his toe! Anyways.....I think I'll write more later....

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Haven't written in a while.....let's review....	[21 Nov 2002\|10:24am]
Not sure if a lot has gone on or not...hmmm Working at Best Buy.... It's okay..... People are nice..... work is somewhat tedious.... Audra is good.... We are fine.... Alone for Thanksgiving.... Which is okay.... Going to cook myself the traditional meal and everything... Fantasy Teams doing pretty well.... 6-4 in football.... 5th in Basketball....but the season just started... Miss Ashley, Koopa, and Maria Maria is engaged....suprisingly fast... Heather's pregnancy is going well.... still no invitation from her wedding..... Got some new fish..... a bunch....fresh and saltwater.... friend Jessica is in a little trouble....but it's not her fault... she wants money....I'm going to send her some Val moved away.....which was somewhat unexpected Jay might come over for Thanksgiving to hang out.... Watching the Sopranos.... Curb your Enthusiam.... Belle is doing well... Mr. Bean looks smaller.....but it doing well.... Nothing else much going on..... I'll try to write more soon.....
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A little sick

[27 Oct 2002|08:47pm]

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I had a great nights sleep last night and I thought I would feel all refreshed and I was, but as the day went by I got a little sick for some reason. I had McDonald's for lunch, so maybe I caught something from there. It's weird, because I haven't been sick in at least a year. I actually can't really remember the last time I was really sick. You know what I hate! Sore throats in the morning! It's nothing too bad, I just have a stuffy nose and a little bit of a sore throat. Today was just a sit at home relax sort of day. I wanted to go to the batting cage, but that didn't happen. I cleaned my room a little and did some laundry. The Sopranos is on soon, so I'll probably watch that and maybe watch Game 7 of the World Series, well....some of it. I hope the Giants win, although....if they didn't, it wouldn't be the end of the world. Work tomorrow at 6am. I hope it goes fast and I hope I don't have to do a lot of boring stuff. Nothing else much really going on.....

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