Can't wait to go home.
Can't wait till thursday.
Can't wait till i get in my car.
Can't wait to start my engine.
Can't wait to get on the road.
Can't wait to have fun singing with me friends: mo_love_99 and Laura in the car.
Can't wait to sit outside in my sister back yard sipping drinks.
Can't wait to get buzzed.
Can't wait to go to siamsa and gaze at some eye candy.
Can't wait to get back to my sisters and drink more.
Finally:
Can't wait to go to freakin bed!!!! Yeay!!!!!

I need a new job or i need to bust skulls. I think both. Please I need to relax and destress. It's impossible to do that here where I work. You got 50 year old that act like jealous high school girls. They are shit stirrers and gossip queens. How do you stop people like that?
I don't want to be involved in this crap but I have no choice if they are talking about me and my other co-workers. What can I do legally to scare the shit out of them? I'm gonna come in with a recorder. Small bug and plant it by one of the losers and intrap her ass. Fuck her!! Peice of shit. I've had it. LAWYER PLEASE!!!!!

My mother was rushed to the hospital last night. She has a kidney infection, kidney stones and a gallbladder stone the size of a golf ball. Problem: She can not have surgery because she has congestive heart failure. She will die. But she will also die from an infection from the growing gallstone and or rupture. She has no idea how large her gall stone is. Doctors want to see how she can survive this. Not to mention she also has other things wrong with her that prevent surgery. So...........my mood is not very good. The inevitable is going to happen soon then expected. :(

I need to vent............
My grandfather has conjestive heart failure and dementia and 1 lung and to top it off just had heart surgery. "LOVELY (singing lightly)".

Driving from the Pocono my 2002 Car tranny will not come out of 3rd gear. Shit and I as in the right lane on 80 east the whole way home. "CRAP"

A certain someone at work annoyed the crap out of me today of all days. "Double Crap".

I need a cig-a-butt and a martini!!!

Here are some vacation pic's when I went to Italy and Germany. You can check them out @ www.fotki.com/carrief :)

Sorry live journal for I have sinned. Its been a very long time since I have posted. I am very excited about my up coming trip to germany and venice. In fact, I am so excited I packed already and I don't leave for another 2 weeks. LOFL!!!! I'm insane.

Thank god its soon because i don't know how much longer i can take the insanity in my work place. I feel my supervisor just does not care about anything that happens. And I have 2 co-workers who fight constantly. I tried to help them the best that I can to get along. I even suggested for them to go in a room and verbally duke it out like any other co-worker would just to relieve the stress and friction and anxiety. But they refuse. They insist on continuing on like this. I worries me. I don't want anyone to be unhappy while I work with them. No matter how much they are wrong. It takes two. It's never just one person. It's a shame :( I wash my hands of it.

The big meeting was today about their behavior. Somehow in the mix they took the one thing that keeps me sane behind the desk. The fuckin radio!!!! Music calms the beast. It keeps me relaxed. Its gone!!! Fuckin gone!!!! I'm gonna go nuts!! One of the disgruntled employees whom are fighting had to of said something to the General Manager in this bitch fest. God damn!!! That pisses me off. Just ruin it for the rest of us. People suck!!!!!!!!!!!

OK.......On the phone my lovely man calls me and says, "I want to eat your P**sy. (Not a hi how are you)then says oh billy wants to eat your p**sy too. EXCUSE ME!!!!! I said to him, "You let him say that?" He turns to billy and says," why did you say that"? To late damage is done and my man convayed the messege. (Just so you know he was drunk). Is that disrespectful or what? We have a past when we were just DATING. It was his last night DJ'ing and I had gotten a ride to PA. Well I was not paid any attention too. While some guy of the girl he was kissing was trying to get with me. Um.....no. I was pissed. I didn't know they were kissing. I found out when we had reached perkins and saw the lips stick in the corners of his mouth. I told him thats not my color. I was the only sober one there to drive them back to Jersey. I was gonna leave them high and dry but I couldn't contact my sister. I will never ever forget that night.

But this incident with the friend saying what he said and joey conveying it back to me and leaving it to be ok just makes me think about that one night. I'm really upset right now. I'll get over it but I know one thing. He is going to Atlantic City to meet up with me and mo_love_99. Why so he can shove me off on his friend while he takes a crack at my friend. Nope not happening.

Ok.....getting excited. 71 hours till DD time.

Yeah House of blues baby!!!! Me and mo_love_99 going and staying in Atlantic City and partying.
Duran Duran Buca and Fondach isa comin 4 U!!! Yea can't wait till friday.