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Hullo Hogwarts,

The halls have been quiet lately. I actually think some more excitement needs to start taking place. Anyone up for some trouble?

Also, I just wanted to say that cooking the muggle way is abosolutely bloody ridiculous.

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Yes, I am alive! I have had some really bad days lately I miss you all very much! I had a very long hiatus and thought about what I needed to with life and such, it was something that I was in severe need of. I need to see Sirius and Remus very soon.

Lily we need to talk.

As for the rest of the school, your head boy has returned be very happy.

I shall go and actually study for my NEWTS, it turns out that aurors need decent scores on those.

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I'm not even sure if I want to be here anymore. I mean I try to talk to Sirius and Remus all the time and they just look at me like they don't know what to say.

I need them. I need someone.

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I have some questions that have been burning me for quite sometime. I've always wondered if I would ask Professor Dumbledore them if I would get an answer. So that is what I'm going to do. Lord, I hope he doesn't message me back telling me I am off my rocker completely.

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I, James Potter, want to die. I don't want to be a this bloody school.

Perhaps I should just leave. I mean what is the point of being in school right now anyhow. If I practice hard enough I might be able to get drafted for chaser early. Megs can your mom put in a good word for me with Pride of Portree?

Anyway, yeah I think this might be the best option for me at this point. That way Moony can take over as head boy and everything will be how it should of been all along.

Congratulations on the win Slytherin. You really did do a bloody wonderful job.

Moony will I have to go to the washroom to find you to give you your badge?

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Last night I had the most amazing night of my life. Honestly, it was absolutely wonderful. Tonight I feel like I am going to crawl up and die.

I never meant to hurt anyone. The only people I have ever cared about, almost all of them I have betrayed. But what's worst is that their true feelings about me have all come out. It's an end of an era. I never meant to hurt any of you. You know who you are.

I need a bloody cigarette.

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Kirley...you don't have detention. Okay?

Kirley, I don't know where your guitar is, that classroom I guess?

I'm sure you'll find it. I'll help you look for it, mate?

It's been a bloody long weekend. I spent most of it in hell.

Quidditch practice was good though, I think we have a chance with the Slytherin game coming up.

I miss everything, everyone. I'm bloody tired and I just want someone to talk to.

Yes, that's right James Potter is in desperate need of social support.

I'm actually going to not sod of prefect duties tonight.

And Lily can I talk to you?

~James

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Just that when certain things decide to get out they never go away. I'm referring to of course, a certain rumor that has been going around. Whether this rumor is true or not I ask you to consider the source, a young, rowdy and typically attention seeking Ravenclaw named Kirley McCormack. If you choose to believe this that is your right but well, I have better things to worry about honestly.



Kirley however, you have done committed a very serious offense. You have purposely deflamed the character of two of your fellow students. This is most certainly a grave offense. I am suggesting that you recieve house points taken in addition to the detention that you will be serving.

Your detention is that the Saturday before the first game (Gryffindor vs Slytherin of course) you will be degnoming the grounds out by the Quidditch pitch. It will start at the crack dawn. I expect that you will not dissappoint me with your tardiness.

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This has been one of the worst nights of my entire life.

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<lj-cut text="Private to Sirius and Remus> I'm not a virgin anymore!! Sirius, your cousin is beautiful by the way. ~James

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Sorry it's been ages since I posted. I've been busy with Quidditch practice, I'm trying to have one every night a week for at least two hours. Plus, I get up at dawn everyday to enjoy my private morning fly. It's very beautiful up there at that time.

Classes have not been all that challenging as of yet, I am thinking that I was far too much of a slacker this year. I should consider adding another class.

I also wanted to add that I think that Malvagio is quite possible the biggest prat known to man. I swear one of these days he is going to give me a detention just because he believes that I am far too smart!

Well, time for me to go into a peaceful dream world!

~James

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First off I need to apologize to all the Gryffindors who were captianless today. Quite frankly, I was too upset about several things to hold much of a practice.

I ran into Evan Rosier, and I basically beat the bloke up. But he deserved it I can say this with all honesty. He hurt someone I care deeply about, how can I possibly ever forgive him for this?

You remember what I said, Rosier, if you as much as look at her again you will not live to see your next birthday.

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I'm leaving, I can't take it anymore.

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I'm so worried about everything going on I can't even think about Quidditch right now.

What is going on with Lily? Whoever hurt her I swear to God I will kill them!

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Waiting for Ella, she is going to come and visit me. This way no silly, little, ravenclaws can come and disrupt us.






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Sorry this has been a little late, my mum declared me banned from the outside world after I took my muggle grandmother on at broom ride. I do not see what the problem with doing this was, she had a really great time! Of course she almost did have a heart attack, but hey dying by broom, it's a great way to go. I hope that is the way that I die!


Anyways, back to the party. Sirius arrived at about 4:30 with Kirley. I asked him why he did not have Remus with him and he said that Remus claimed he was going to come later. So I just nodded and watched Sirius go into the kitchen to scare my mom.

She was so happy to you, Sirius, really she hasn't been that happy in a while. I think she is having a case of blues because we are all going to be moving on soon. It's kind of sad really, but, well it's not like I'll never see her again after I go to school.

A little after Sirius came the door rang again this time it was Ella and Meg. I noticed immediately how pretty Ella had gotten over the summer. Or perhaps, she had always been pretty and I just have not noticed much. Not sure. Either way she looked nice.

Anyways, we started to eat dinner. My cousin Garrett kept pestering Kirley about different things. "Do you actually play with that guitar..or do you have it bewitched to look like you do." Kirley looked like he was going to throw some of his mashed potatoes at him but did not go as far as to do that.

We were almost completely done with dinner. Which was quite humorous, considering half my family was completely drunk. It was a very scary sight, but oh well. At this point, another doorbell rang and this time it was Lily. Her green eyes were much brighter than normal (I didn't know it was possible) they were also tinted with a little red in them. She looked like she had been crying or something.

I asked her if she was okay, and she just told me 'sorry I am late' without answering the question. I was worried about her but I tried to tell myself that she was really okay. She stayed in the corner for most of the party.

She barely even reacted at Kirley's excellent preformance. He did awesome! I was really impressed by him. My whole family that it was stellar, they want to see him play again.

It was not until much later that Sirius finally asked Lily what was up with the situation. I was off giving grams a broom ride so I missed the conversation. But I guess Sirius and Kirley ran out of the room. Lily finnally let it slip, what had happened, to Remus. I hope you okay, mate. I really do.

Oh and Ella, thanks for helping me with that boggart it was nice of you.

Well, I guess that is all for tonight, talk to you lot later.

~James