I'm not that crazy >.<

Well Here I am with my yearly update lol.... We got married!!! it was great I couldn't have asked for a more perfect day! Payton has turned 3! were moving again! long story short shitty neighbors moved in downstairs from us im not dealing with it. I refuse to put my son or my own health at risk so were moving. Im working for national grid its the power company here. its a good job pays well good benefits. so life's going up. I graduated college.. go me!! i actually finished something. though if you ask elizah I only graduated because I showed up every day... So there ya go my yearly update.... lol

well i quit chopper big surprise there! ha... I actually got a a job we will see how reliable this is I get to work at home and I am going to be a graphic artist for cheapbooks.com my weight is at a standstill I try and get nuthing is it really worth it? i donno... im waiting to hear on another interview earlyer in the week... so wish me luck!!

Well happy new year to all .... and I wish you all the best... my new year isnt starting out so hott but it can only get better right... im working the bakery at price chopper what a loser job i have i need something else eather full time or another part time job. im thinking maybe waitressing... but we will see. school starts back up tomarrow Im happy but im not ya know... I got the gym membership to ballys for xmas and i couldnt be happier.. I have been going as often as i can but not working in the city and not making alot of money right now its tight but thats not an exscuse to wast my membership... ok maybe a little one but i have been very good and going as often as i can. things between me and Elizah are rugh right now. the stress of the money and the wedding and the house always being a mess.. theres so much going on he thinks I dont do my part around the house i dont think he does his neither of us is doing what we should be its just rough... hes not happy at work and I feel bad that he cant just switch to a new job because of he's not working we will lose everything... things are so tight ringht now. i'm making just enough money to pay the baby sitter and have gas to get back and forth to work ... it sucks... there are days where i just want to throw in the towl say I give up and thats it.... move back home... but i cant im an adult and im so close to being done...

not that i really think anyone even reads this thing anymore. just a general update. Payton will be 2 in about 10 days. we did finally set the wedding date for 9/6/08. Elizahs mom is making the trip up here for the very first time for paytons b-day. were all really excited!.. and thats really about it. works suks on a different program were about to buy a seond vehial all beause 1 day a week we both work and its impossible for us to get to work on time and home and all that. but oh well and thats abuot it. lifs boring.

NO not really im using my myspace way more now but I dont get much time to do anything Payton is almost 20 months hes walking and well not really talking but close enough anyway. we have moved out to the freaking boonies. and we no longer have a roomate lets just say things did not end well and were really not friends anymore. guess that happens alot anyhow. on the up side I finished semester# 5 at ITT woot go me! exactly 12 months from now I will be walking the stage! yeah that will be fun times!any way in the mean time Im working fro this company called sutherland. I work on the ATT bronze department.. woo hoo.. if you live in michigan and you want high speed internet let me know I'd be happy to let att fuck up your bill! lol anyway... nuthig much else happening.. life is going. not exactly great but in a general upward motion.... im working Elizah's working we still cant pay all our bills we just seem to accumulate more. well one day we will pay everything off. im off I might want to get soem sleep i needs to get up early gettign the breaks done on the car.. ~ laters~

Thats right kids were going to san diago! I am super excited. but not so excited about 5 hours on a plane with Payton so any help would be greatly appreciated.... thanxs a bunch!

I have had a really horiible day... My kitty Passed away today at about 12:15 pm. Im heart broken he was just a baby. not even two. Ive prepaired myself if something were to happen to my older cats but Him? it was so unexpected! Ultimatly it was liver failure that was the probelm. the vet said he could have been born with it and thats why he never gained alot of weight. and that could have been part of the probelm a few months ago when he got really sick.Either way it was too unexpected. and my own vet was of no help to me! I called this morning told them he was sick ahd to be seen right away. I explained my situation that I have no money till I get paid on friday. could I post date a check? they were like no blah blah we dont so that .. then the bitch had the nerve to ask if I could barrow the money from someone! I was pissed Ive been going to them since my older cats were babies. thats like 13 years! and this is how they treat me? Ohh I was pissed. so I call my grandma PISSED and crying and she tells me to take him up to her vet. they get me right in. they start him asap on fluids. the vet said he diddnt have a good chance. i got him there at 10:45 I left arounf 12. they called me at 12:25 and said he was passing did I want them to take heroic measures.. I wanted to say yes but I knew. even if they did bring him back I couldnt afford to keep him alive. there was no way. so I said no. I brought him home for the night so Elizah could say his good byes.. I bring him back in the Am there going to creamate him. I love him... and miss him so much.. im going to cry when I walk in the door and hes not there on the banister waiting for me. :(

And lets top the day off with my poor loving fieances car breaks down on his way to get Payton and my dad and robbie had to tow him back to the house.. so now were down a car till god nows when we can get it fixed. :O/ I just want a big chocolet bar and my bed right now!


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