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hey i havnt posted in a while but im just feeling really stressed right now because school is approaching rapidly. School officially Starts in 1 week and a day. Oh how im looking so forward to it!...dealing with the fake people, liars, cheaters, and backstabbers. What i love most!! uhh i love vacation in the sense that its a vacation and i can just get away from everything that is going on in my life, but the sucky thing about vacation is that you have to come back. For example, I've had the BEST summer of my life this year and i really feel like i've grown and changed a lot as a person and everything, BUT i have to go back to school and my real life very soon, and the truth is that while your gone, everything stays the same. So while you've changed and grown, nothing else has which means you have to go right back to the place that made you feel the need for change in the first place, which will most likely drag you back down to the same sad, lonely person all over again.

But thats life for ya

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My mother and I really got into a big arguement and she is making me unhappy. It takes up so much stress and I always feel weak. She doesn't know about me being bi and she won't be able to accept it either. She said that I should move out by the end of next school year. I am only fifteen!

I don't know what to do. It hurts so much.

scratchcanmeep

I am obviously new here. My name is Marie, although I prefer to go by Damanta. I am 16 years old and I live in Lowell, Ma. My life was pretty good for a long time. However, when I turned 9 that changed and I have had to deal with numerous hurtful situations and letdowns since. A lot of said let downs made me feel worthless,unnattractive, and unwanted. I am, in summary: an individual, a writer, a dreamer, and a hopeless romantic. I write in an effort to keep myself from resorting to unhealthier means. Below is a picture of me.

~Damanta

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Good morning!

I am somewhat new to this community.
I am fifteen and bisexual. What can I say, rejection and eccentricity is my thing. I have dealt and put up with a lot a shit but then I can say we all probably have.

Anything you want to know about me, just ask.
I can be overly happy or downright pissed off. If I decide to rant and rave, just tell me and I "might" calm down. Otherwise, just go with it.

I love almost everyone and love dark creativity. I write, I scream, and I have one hell of a temper if something really fires me up.

Love the community so far and hope to be part of the little family we have started here.

Many huggles,
Hiromi

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dumb ....... I don't know what the fuck her problem is.. So what you have fuckin DSL..... ok that is all I have heard about in a fuckin week....... DSL this.... DSL that.... ack.... sicking.... and yet cause I am not all excited about it and don't want to even fuckin talk about it I am the bad guy here.... fuck that.... and now for some fuckin reason I have to fuckin say I am sorry... for what... cause I am sick of hearing her gloat... oh but she wouldn't be jealous if it was the other way around..... the fuck she wouldn't..... I am not jealous....I am just fuckin sick of hearing about it... damn..... ok... so then I tell her I had enough and yet she is the one that says I am in the wrong here.... WHATEVER!!! this is CRAZY... I mean hell I don't try to rub that I can come and go as I please and see movies when I want.. hell I have given her phone cards to call me with and spoiled her rotten when I was there..... and I still get treated like I am the bad guy..... I don't think so.... whatever.... yet another time.... I feel unwanted..... by her!!!

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Hey there,
My name is Erin, I'm somewhat new to the whole livejournal thing.

I'm sure you hear the "I just dont fit in" thing a lot. It happens. I suppose I have a little more of an eccentric cause for becoming "unwanted", so to speak.

When I was a small child I had a pan of boiling water spilled over the prominent part of my body...luckily for me the scars on my face healed almost seamlessly, but my arms, back and part of my chest are scarred beyond hope.

It's been just about 19 years since that happened, and i'm finally coming to terms with it. It's helped that the few friends i have all adore my unintended bodily modification, to the point of finding them more attractive than smooth skin. I don't know if I agree with that, but its nice to know theres a couple of people who really do fancy them.

I guess being mostly an outcast for most of my life has made me gravitate to the darker side of life, some people call it goth, I call it...me.
Anyhow, I thought I would just say hello.

Love and squishes,
Erin

tophaggereddoll

Hey kids i'm Tanith, I decided to join here because I am fed up of rejection by other LJ communities, who take everything at face value. Apparently i'm a pretentious mansonite! Why do they assume this, because i'm 15, because I am who I am, wear what I feel comfortable in Just because I am 15! That does not mean I am a mansonite, Yeah I like his music, but i'm not crazy all over him. They say that my opinions aren't good enough, how can that be when all opinions are different, how can you tell who someone is by a few questions!?...Apparently my make-up is "horrible" I try too hard...how can I be trying too hard when I find it so easy to be this way, to be who I am. All of us are in the same boat getting shit whilst we walk down the street.  And yet we still judge eachother rather than holding together.

I hate rating communities, I hate being rejected because I am who I am, because I feel I want to be this way deep down, I am not fake. Noone else can see this.

bubbly_jubbly

Hewwo.

Sorrie that I haven't updated in a while...

Well i'll get to the main point i'm not using this LJ anymore...
As a had a massive arguement with my ex-bestfriend, who then said I cut for attention and I tell the "world".
The world meaning anyone who reads my journal...

*Sigh*

I figured that the best thing to do is not write in here any more....

However I do have a new LJ..
If any of you did actually wanna keep in touch.

Hope your all okay and that your going says without cutting.
If you cut resently, then i'm sorrie.
I wish you all the best.
You deserve it.

My new journal addy:

_rejected_1

Love Ally xXx

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Kinda all depressed after talking to my friend about relationships and how Andy kepy going on about how hot my two friends are. I was like, "Do you know that translates into 'you are not hot, Kyla, but your friends are!'???" I just feel so alone! Fun...


...Have you ever been so sick of your heart being broken, nearly beaten and scarred to total and complete failure that you WANT your heart to freeze, to not feel anything at all, and just to stop the obvious and lethal doses of pain burning your viens every single day by the ones you thought you loved so much??

...me too.

It only hurts more realizing that the efforts you put forth to save you from the potential scarring, even execution of your heart, are not able to stop the aching pulse of pain each and every time you lay eyes on this person and thinking about them STILL, causing the heart, the very depths of emotion, YOUR emotion, to be broken even deeper, larger pieces flying, bloodier, sharper edges shattering into blades that make your eyes bleed and your heart scream with such agony that any alternative, even a permanent one, would be less painful to deal with... i tried. I do not plan on trying again, though...

AND THENNN when people say things like 'love is worth all the pain' and 'everybody finds someone,' I want to choke them, force them to drown in their own pools of crimson and misery, and tell me again, shout the so-called all knowing truth about love and how love is included in fate and everyone gets to feel it at some point, and make me feel like I atleast belive this theory about love being worth all the terrible, emotional scars and floods of salty tears, let alone think there is a slim chance of finding someone, anyone, who gives a fuck if i really want to make an attempt at being happy...

"PEOPLE = SHIT!!!" -Thank you, Slipknot...

grrrrr... i am very much unwanted!!

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i managed to fuck up and SI last night. god i'm an ididot, i was going so well but i always screw everything up. now, if mum finds out she will massacre me. and all the tickets to see the used in sydney have sold out. and i have the shits.
fuck this life sucks. i'm sorry to be so negative, but convince me otherwise.

aimee xx

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hi, im aimee and im unwanted.
you peeps seem a lot like me, and the pink is great.
Xmuch loveX

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I joined this because this community seems to be everything I feel. I'm rejected everywhere, so it seems.

I guess I want to feel like I belong somewhere.


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