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i'm new here, i just found this community, i love it. 
i just love girl, interrupted. it's an amazing movie. i relate to susanne so much. i have borderline personality disorder, i'm 98% sure.
i took this quiz, like a lot of people did.
  

just_me_shanyi

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hey there

im new here. And had read that alot of people had done this test. which i tend to do a fair bit and thought that i would post my results.

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I just wanted to leave you guys with a quote.

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To the person in the bell jar, blank and stopped as a dead baby, the world itself is the bad dream.  ~Sylvia Plath

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 hey im ava
im new to this community and to lj. 

i was diagnosed with bpd about 6 months ago. 
im not going into a life story either but ive been in and out of hospitals a bit. 
its hard. im an athlete as well. im on scholarship at university and im trying to control myself.

here is my test. eventhough i think im pretty social.

Disorder | Rating 
Paranoid: Very High 
Schizoid: High 
Schizotypal: High 
Antisocial: High 
Borderline: Very High 
Histrionic: Very High 
Narcissistic: Very High 
Avoidant: Moderate 
Dependent: Very High 
Obsessive-Compulsive: High 

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html


xx a 

astridsdarkroom

Wondering a bit about schitzotypal personality disorder. Never been diagnosed, never been to a doc about anything like this. Every test I take I come out high in this category. I already know I have OCD. I've read about the disorder and I have most of the symptoms. Except I don't think people are plotting against me! And I can funtion fairly well in social situations. But I have an urge to say things that are totally off the wall just for the thrill (and sometimes I can't help myself for doing that!) I also tend to try to confuse anyone I talk to, esp if I don't know them well. I'm just wondering if anyone else has this.

silke4ever

I'm new here, and think I should post and introduce myself.
First of all: I'm a woman more than a girl, 'cause I'm 33...and I lived almost 20 year   with my ED.
I was diagnosed as anorexic restricting type, and I think I was that for the most part of time...at the moment I turned more on bulimic type, but I can't say it surely because I'ven't a recent dyagnosis because I'm half German but  live in Italy (so please forgive my mistakes in English) and in Italy it's very difficult to find any  help about ED if you can't afford to pay a therapist...
In the last couple of years I started having SI problems (burns, first of all, but also cut on my legs and arms...always in places I could hide to people).
At the moment, I'm devasted from the end of my 18 year-long relationship...he broke up with me on february 16,2007 (SI episodes became more frequent after that)...but we are still in touch and I love him, anyway.
My ED was the very first reason of the end of our relationship...even if I can't face it.
that's all.
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tonight i am going to trip on shrooms because im bored and it will be fun.
read my journal for an entry in which i will write wqhen im tripping, this will prob make no sence but will amuse most :)

oh and dont worry i have done this before.

im just a little crazy sometimes...

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hay
my name is jade
i would say im a girl interupted because...
one i have bipolar, which when im depressed ill just feel like being alone, but when im manic then i can do all sorts of crazy things.
i get angry and aggitated and shout at my boyfriend for no reason, ill throw things when im on my own ect.
when im manic ill get an impulse to do somthing, anything, like once at night i decided to walk from my house to swanage, which is about 10 miles at 3am, without caring who i was gonna worry.
when i get drunk i do really stupid things, and enjoy making people feel worried about me, but i really dont know why i do these things, i guess i just need to feel drama in my life.
sometime i cut myself, at first i thought it was for pain because i suffer from fibromyalgia but then i realised i did it because i was bored and i like the look of blood trickling down my arm.

if im in a class like at uni or college, i get along with many people but if there is one person who dosnt like me ill damn well make sure they think im psycho, for example.
when i was in college there was this girl called vanessa, she was foregn, my tutor knew me from a previous course and so did a few of the other students, i was always late and brang in work not in time and i was known for being outspoken.
anyway oneday we were talking in group when i interupted vanessa to ask the tutor a quesation, at the time nothing happened.
but a few days later i found vanessa had complained about me to the head saying i was rude and made her feel uneasy and that i overpowerd her. my tutor said she knew me and that i woudnt do that on perpose, which i didnt, but from thatday on i made sure i made vanessa feel uneasy whenever we crossed paths, she complined alot about other people too so i didnt feel quilty, but i would stair at her from nacross the room untill she looked away.

am i sick? nah maybe just bitchy from time to time, because i really am a nice person once you get to know me, i was bullied bu bitches at school so maybe i just find it satisfiying when i can get my own back..

anyway... ive proberly said too much

anyway thats me jade, feel free to think im mad now

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