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[09 Mar 2007|07:47pm]

rosewaterdream
Happiness is being told that i am BEAUTIFUL by the guy that i like.
do you feel it?

:] [29 Dec 2006|03:41pm]

himitsuxsora
reading about other people's happiness makes me happy. keep up the good work, kids! :]

lalalalove,
lane
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be happy about something [10 Oct 2004|04:35pm]

punkdiana
Join a new community at beproud





beproud post this in your journal to spread some sort of happiness. It couldn't hurt. :)







(if you want me to delete this from your community, just let me know. But join first!)
do you feel it?

you'd have never guessed it. [28 Jun 2004|12:00pm]

pseudogoth
[ mood | geeky ]

i am getting compliments on an otherwise yucky day. i feel pretty.

do you feel it?

[23 Mar 2004|11:43pm]

juggalopuff
hi im greg.

i need some new live journal friends.

anyone up for it?
2 true believers| do you feel it?

[07 Mar 2004|09:50pm]

ahimsa04
Sometimes when I'm looking into your eyes
I can forget that I'm alive
I can forget that I'm breathing
I can forget
That it's only a phase

Sometimes when I'm breathing in your breath
I can pretend that I'm yours
I can pretend that you are mine
I can pretend
That it's not hopeless

Sometimes when I'm held tight in your embrace
I can feel your heart beating
I can feel your lungs breathing
I can feel
That sometimes it's there

Sometimes when I'm close to you
I can hear those little sounds
Back of your throat
I can feel the little squeeze
Hand in hand comforting
I can see the little stare
Only you and me

Sometimes when we're together
We're the only ones there
Sometimes when we're together
The rumors come true
If only in your eyes
If only in your words
If only in your embrace
If only for a moment
Sometimes when we're together
We're the only ones there.
do you feel it?

[10 Jan 2004|03:03pm]

juggalopuff
[ mood | sore ]

heyyyy so whos ready to hear a play by play of my week in disney hmm? i know you are, so here goes! (i took a shit load of pics and so did my mom and dad, but my mom and dad used a film camera and tose arent developed yet, so you wont be seeing them for a while. and my digital camera.. it was the one that i found in universal, so i dont have a wire to upload things onto my pooter yet. so you only get to see the ones my sister took. werd.) oh, you may notice in the pics, while on vacation i decided to grow a beard. i shaved it off now, but tell me what you think of it.
CAUTION A LOT OF DETAILS ABOUT MY WEEK, IF YOU DONT CARE THAN DONT BOTHER READING

Day 1: The Train Ride There...

we woke up at like 8 or 9 and got ready, our limo was there at 9:30, it was a big white one (picture pending). and we had all our crap ready to go. we were all excited but nobody wanted to do the train (picture pending). ugh even the word train aggrivates me! I felt really bad leaving my cats back here. they didnt want us to go

see theres eddie sitting on my sisters suitcase. but we had to leave them anyway =o( we went to the train station (picture pending) and the train was delayed an hour so we just sat there and did nothing (picture pending) eventually we left and got on the dang train. On the train you have to be very patient with everything or you will loose your mind. you just had to take your time doing whatever it was you were doing. i got on and fell asleep for 2 hours cause i was up til like 6am the night before. and when i woke up i just relaxed a little, read my bass books, looked out the window, things like that. than dinner came! YAY! we got to the dinner car and the food was so expensive! (so i thought) it was like 18 dollars for every entree. but i got a steak and mashed potatos, and they were good. than we went back to our seats and sat in boredem again. there were no outlets so i could only watch my portable dvd player for less than an hour with my battery, that wasnt bad though, i watched 2 episodes of family guy i never got around to watching before. than at 10:30 the lights went out and i took cough medicine with codine in it so i would get knocked out... it didnt do shit! i was wide awake, along with my mom and dad. we sat in the lounge car and talked for a bit. i think i got like 30 minutes of sleep at like 4am and woke up with a sore back. oi.

Day 2: Arriving, Renting a car, Checking into our hotel, and Magic Kingdom

we got up and had expensive, not good tasting breakfast at 8 am. and arrived in orlando at like noon or something. we were all SO happy to get off that friggin train! but the stupid hertz people fucked our shit up they werent there to get us and they were like "we thought you were going to allendale, you have to take a train back there and well pay for it. its only 45 minutes away" (when youve just been on a train for 25 hours that is the last thing you want to hear) my mom said no (thank god), and we just took a cab over to the hertz place. no big whoop. me and sis watched the luggage while mom and pop got us a car. it was a silver mazda mirage, a nice little car. we got to the polynisian (picture pending) and got driven in a little cart to our room, wich was really far away from the lobby. (where the monorail [picture pending] is). by the time we got sebtled in and finally got to the magic kingdom (picture pending) it was like 5 and thats not alot of time, the parks close at like 7, even a little earlier. and that was the day there were long lines, cause it was sunday. but we still got to go on SpaceTours, Buzz Lightyears Space Ranger Spin, Snow White, Carousel of Progress, Haunted Mansion, Pirates of the Caribean, and It's A small world.
my Mom and Dad on Buzz Lightyear

Me about to get on It's a small world.


we went back to our hotel at 7 when the park closed and ate dinner in the resturant in the lobby. I THOUGHT THE TRAIN WAS EXPENSIVE!!!! THIS SHIT WAS SO MUCH MORE EXPENSIVE! i got steak and mashed potatos again cause they had a weird ass menu. but for desert i had this kickass thing called the chocolate volcano. its like a little brownie cake thing and you hit it with your spoon and it oozes out chocolate sauce for like 5 minutes, and its on ice cream too! (perfect for any fat kid like me) after dinner we went back to our room and watched tv for like 40 minutes (mighty ducks 3 was on) and we were all so tired we were asleep by 10. i havnet been asleep at 10 since i was like in 5th grade. sleeping in the same room with all my family members is SOOOOOOOOOOOOO annoying! it was like a symphony of snoring. my sister was the lead with a loud ass snoring solo. my mom had the rythem snore, nice and slow, but still loud. and my dad waas just like adding resonance with his snoring. (oh i forgot to say my new nickname for my sister is "constant sound colacino." while sleeping she isnt silent for a second. its like breathing really heavily, than snoring, than blowing a nose [wich makes an obnoxious honking noise] than sniffling, than coughing really loudly, and the cycle repeats itself. UGH! and i had to sit next to her BOTH train rides!)

Day 3: Universal Studios, Swimming, and EPCOT

we woke up early, at like 7:30, showered, ate breakfast, got in the car and left for universal studios. this place was damn fun! (my parents took alot of pics there so you should see them like in a month or something) we got there at like 10 when the park opened. because it was early, and monday, there were NO lines. im talkin like we went on a ride and walked out and just walked back in and went on again. we went on E.T, jaws, men in black, back to the future, twister, ... ah hell i cant remember all of them, but when we got off of terminator 3-d we went into the ice cream shop cause my parents wanted milk shakes. and thats where i found my NEW digital camera! woo! http://store.advantage123.com/nkn-coolpix4300.html
its damn nice. we went back home and my sister and i went swimming while my mom and my dad drove out to get sivoneers for their friends. the pool at the polynisian was really cool, it was a volcano and it erupted and crap and had a badass waterslide. the water was heated to 85degrees though, that wasnt too refreshing. it felt like i was swimming in pee. so we finished swimming came back. my parents werent home yet. my sister took a shower, so i put on a pair of shorts and went outside my room to this little beach and sat on a hammock (picture pending). it was paradise i tell you! i was like "wow, its 23 degrees back home and im sitting here in like 80 degree weather in the shade under palm trees on a hammock on the beach. i feel bad for my homies." but still, it was amazing. no matter what i must own a hammock... on the beach.... than my parents came back and we went to epcot. (picture pending) epcot is the home to my favorite ride (imagination) and my moms favorite ride (spaceship earth) we went on both of those, but we went on spaceship earth like 3 times (that ride is like 25 minutes long... but relaxing) and we went on honey i shrunk the audience, ... and i cant remember what else. not to many though because the rides close at 7 (stupid). we didnt do the worlds that night because we were all so tired. but we did eat at The Living Seas. it was like eating in a giant aquirium. i didnt get anything cause everything was just TOO expensive, i felt bad for my parents. everything on the menu was like over 30 dollars. i just got a nice 6 dollar cheeseburger at the cosmo cafe'. but i enjoyed being in the resturant. we went back to the hotel and once again fell right asleep.

Day 4: MGM Studios, and back to EPCOT

i thought mgm studios kinda blew, im not into the whole shows/45 minute rides. but thats all this joint has. we got there and waited online for 30 minutes (the longest we waited) for some stupid "great movie" ride. but my mom likes that ride so i delt with it. than we played in the honey i shrunk the kids set, than we went on ... i dont remember again, i remember the backlot tours was closed though, good thing too... i hate that ride, its lame. there was a lizard on my moms back when we were sitting there and she freaked out... pretty funny. and i had a bottle of water (and didnt realize the cap was open) and there was a bug flying around me, so i tried to smack the bug with the bottle of water and i just douched this asian woman in water. hahaha. sorry asian woman. we ate at the olive garden, (damn good food) and went back to epcot, we did the rides again and than when they closed we did the world showcase, thats nice and fun. its a good walk too. the norway ride was so fun, and in the end they try and trap you and show you a movie about norway but everyone was like ef this and like ran straight to the exit. nothing great about this day, just a nice fun day. back to hotel, sleep

Day 5: last day there... Magic Kingdom ALL DAY

we did like everything there is to do in the park like 2 times this day. we even searched for cafe 33 http://snopes.com/disney/parks/club33.htm
we didnt find it, cause i remembered it as cafe 22 so we were looking for the door with 22 on it. haha we did find a door that said 22 though.
the winnie the pooh ride was so fun, it was like psycadellic. it boggled my mind.
My Dad after we got off winnie the pooh

Me and A Tigger pen i fell in love with.


And we went on the river of america boat tour. that was nice and relaxing, here ill hook you up.
Heres a pic of me on the boat lookin all GQ, but if you look really closely i have a hard nipple.


we stayed at the park, than went to pizzaria uno and got food, after that we went back to the park. we went on rides for one last time and watched the fireworks spectacular "wishes" (pictures pending) the fireworks were AMAZING! they even had a real girl with a light up suit (tinkerbell) fly out of the castle on a zip coard and fly across the park. they were great. after the fireworks we took the boat back to our hotel. sat in the lobby and got drinks (i cant drink alchahol so i had another chocolate volcano, haha) and chilled. than went back to the hotel room and at 9pm went out to the beach outside the room and watched the water light show. after that we came in and tried to sleep. i couldnt do it... i was up til like 4am doing nothing but laying there listening to constant sound. ugh. but i finally got to sleep.

Day 6: Character Breakfast, and Train ride home.

so i was woken up very early so we can go to the resturant in the hotel and have breakfast with micky and goofy and chip and dale. the food was good, but nobody brought a camera. i wish i had a pic with me and one of the characters. dangit! haha the characters crack me up, cause they have big smiles but i imagine cranky people underneath the masks. so we finished eating and got to the train station 2 hours early, because my mom is paranoid that we would miss the train... an the train came an hour and 40 minutes late... by the time we got on the train i wanted to die. but i was excited to go home! i missed my cats, and my friends, and my band, and my BED! i was going insane on the train! i was just like dont fuck with me, my sister took a pic... damn her.

i hate the train.

Day 7: HOME!

woke up from a night i actually slept on the train. but because i did i had like no blood in my legs and couldnt move them. and my back and neck were/are killing me. and had a microwaved bagel, that im sure costed 5 dollars. i wanted to be home so badly that sendond half of the train ride! someone stole my drunken monkey sweat shirt on the train! grrrrrrr! i had to go out and buy a new sweat shirt when i got home. wait... im jumping the gun, im still talking about the train here. so i dont know which ride was worse... the way there or the way back. on the way back i DID have an outlet in my seat. so me and my sister watched pirates of the caribean, and i watched american pie 2. so that was good. but the entire ride home there was a fucking baby in front of me... it was like a 2 year old brat, that knew what he was doing. he wouldnt say a thing unless he was yelling it. and cried soooooo much because his dad wouldnt give him what he wanted. it was so annoying. and there were 2 old people behind me that had like the most usless convorsations ever! and they had nasty coughs. so between usless old people behind me, annoying baby in front of me, and constant sound next to me i just wanted to die. seriously. but we finally got home! and i was just toooooooooooooo happy. i came in and pet my cats that i missed so much (they got pissed we left and shit it 2 places of the house and threw up on the carpet, haha) and played my bass that i was so inspired to play cause i read my books on the train. and went online and deleted all my junk mail. i went out and bought the american wedding dvd and put a reserve on freddy vs. jason dvd, that comes out tuesday. and thats aboot it.

ill miss you disney world

as for the non disney world related part of my life... i start school this week again. im kindof excited, new people to meet. i just would rather stay on winter break... and tonight, and next friday and saturday my odd hours boys have acoustic shows at borders. here is the info.
SATURDAY, JANUARY 10TH, 2004
Borders Books and Music: 240 Rt. 17 North, Paramus, NJ 07652. 4-6 P.M.

FRIDAY, JANUARY 16TH, 2004
Borders Books and Music: 80 Wayne Town Center, Rt 23 South Wayne, NJ 07470. 8-10 P.M.

SATURDAY, JANUARY 17TH, 2004
Borders Books and Music: 1642 Schlosser Street, Fort Lee, NJ 07024. 8-10 P.M.

so go to one, or all of those shows... and support odd hours, there rock.

as for my disney world trip. i enjoyed myself very much. it was a break from the winter weather. i came back with a liking for salad. and hey... i dont hate kids anymore! i saw the cutest kids ever there. so many times i was just like "my heart just melted" the cutest thing ever was seeing the kids kiss the noses of the characters. haha. oh man... and also. the girls at disney world were SO FUCKING HOT! every attraction i met to i swear i saw like a new hottest girl ive ever seen. i dunno what was up with that joint, but it was awsome. i got a little closer with my family... now i need a break from them. haha.

sorry for this long ass entry if it bored you... im sure nobody read all of it... but its here just incase. it took me like 2 hours to write, haha. =o)


til next entry...

do you feel it?

[07 Jan 2004|02:42am]

halleymonster
One of my greatest friends and I are breaking ground on a new e-zine for girls. I've been a member of this community for a while now and I love the stuff written in here. I figured I'd ask all of you in this post, what do you want to read in a zine? What topics should we cover? Any help at all would be phenomenal. Thanks so much!!!!! Love all of you!
-Little Miss Muffet
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[16 Dec 2003|12:04am]

juggalopuff
3 true believers| do you feel it?

i am doing a little jig as i type this. [10 Dec 2003|12:02pm]

pseudogoth
[ mood | geeky ]

i made a one hundred on my research proposal!

do you feel it?

[09 Dec 2003|09:07pm]

ahimsa04
Those Days We Were Free

Could you smile at me
With that genuine look?
Could you lend those eyes this way?
Cause I remember when
We were young and light
Cause I remember those endless days

Could you put your arm around me
And give that gentle squeeze?
Could you take me back to then?
Cause I remember walking
And I remember talking
I remember those days with my friend

Could you gently brush my shoulder
Or nuzzle a little closer?
Could you be tender a moment, for me?
Cause I remember staring out
To a moon-silver lake
I remember those days we were free.
do you feel it?

[27 Nov 2003|11:54pm]

ahimsa04
I've figured out what it is that would make me perfectly happy.

What it would take for me to be at peace and calm and at one with... things.



If I woke up between Mike and Peter, and somewhat in the arms of both... I'd be so happy. There are few things I love more than sleeping, and there are also things I love more than them. Put them together, combined with the lovely feeling of waking up in someone's arms... and there's almost nothing I can imagine that would be better, short of sudden bucolic domesticity.

I love those boys so much, and sometimes I think they don't really know how much they mean to me. Sometimes I doubt how far Mike would go to save me. Sometimes I wonder if Peter would visit me in the hospital. Sometimes I think that their lives would be better without me...

And then I have a five minute conversation with Peter over AIM and I feel better about him going off to kill Bambi. I'm still worried, but not so much. I still don't like the idea of him out there in the woods with people shooting and whatnot, but if he gets joy from it.. then I guess it's okay.

I'll be sitting at home and damn near crying because I think that Mike is angry with me again, and then he'll call and we'll talk and laugh and yell and ultimately I'll feel as loved by him as I ever have... which is quite a bit.

And also Steve.

God, how I love that boy. How much love he gives to me, and so freely... I don't know what I'd do without him in my life, honestly. He's one of the few that can give me a hug or a word or even a glance and I know he's got my back, come hell fire and brimstone.

This is not to discount the loyalty or fierceness of Peter or Mike, but... with them, it's more hidden. Steve wears it on his sleeve, and intentionally so. Just last night he told me he'd love me for the rest of his life... and whether or not that will come to pass, I know he believes it. Mike has told me he'd "kill or die in an instant", and Peter talks about the "constant contact" we'll all be in after high school, but Steve...

I don't know. When he says it, he says it with his entire soul.



God, I love my boys. I love them so much. If I could live with them, our home would be a complete mess and totally a sty, but.. I'd be happy just to wake up and see them. To eat with them. To say goodnight and have it not be through the net, but through air. Across the room, across the bed. To know that if I need some comfort, they'll be right there.

You know, I could go domestic if it meant rooming with them... and that says a lot coming from the self-professed Feminazi I am...
do you feel it?

[24 Nov 2003|07:35pm]

ahimsa04
Wow... sitting in his car for 45 minutes and just talking to him and not doing anything but wasting time with my best friend... and it was so good. It was so nice. It made me feel so loved.

It reminded me why I love him so much. Why I forgive him and why I let him do the things he does, no matter how much it hurts me in the end.

Quality Time. It's such a wonderful thing.
And I feel so loved. And so blessed.
do you feel it?

[17 Nov 2003|07:38pm]

ahimsa04
I want my old friends
I want my old face
I want my old life
Fuck this time and place...


You know, I'm happy tonight. And I'm still listening to Ani and it's making me happier.

Righteous Babe to the end, honey.
do you feel it?

[13 Nov 2003|08:19pm]

ahimsa04
[ mood | loved ]

I'm in love with my best friend. He makes me so happy, and the fact that he has a girlfriend just doesn't seem to enter my mind... yesterday we were looking through this "better homes and gardens/Elle"-type magazine, and there was an article where they "Trading Spaces"-ed an entire house... and we were talking about the bedroom, what we liked about it and what we'd like to have for our own room, and... somehow it ended up getting very very close to picking out china patterns.

He makes me feel domestic... and the strangest thing is, I like it.
I could be a domestic for him.

song of the inadvertent prometheus

Wednesday morning
Bruegger's - the
rude man
rude old white man
a mystery
to religion class
a head but in the back
I love it when he
touches me
and then we pick out our room
he wants a better bed; I agree
he likes the simple rustic look
I could do that
I liked the yellow warm colors
and he didn't disagree
and now I'm seeing it in living color
our big king size bed
in a simple yellow room
with a dog at the foot and a wooden headboard
and the two of up waking up each day
together
holding hands in bed
and staring across the pillows
intrigued after all these years

do you feel it?

[30 Oct 2003|03:50pm]

juggalopuff
[ mood | happy ]

hi im greg

2 true believers| do you feel it?

[06 Sep 2003|11:51am]

rumplesnort
hehe my icon makes me happy,even if it does have a very angry denotation to it.----->
2 true believers| do you feel it?

a rarity from the felly. [14 Aug 2003|01:13pm]

pseudogoth
[ mood | peaceful ]

i've just spent a week in the best town with the best man in the whole world. one more week of bliss to go.

do you feel it?

New Here...:) [07 Aug 2003|03:47am]

onda_bianca
[ mood | excited ]

Hi, this is my first post and I just wanted to say I am very happy to be here! Yay!:)

I love to look at the positive side of things and find happy things in life...so this looked like the perfect place.:)

I can't wait to get to know you all!:)

do you feel it?

[19 Jul 2003|10:51pm]

redruby77
[ mood | dorky ]

Dad saw the Sunshine girl and said "she's something eh?" and my guy said "I have better than that at home"

He can be so cute!! but I had to hear that from my mom.. still.. so cute!!

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