So I haven't worked since March. So I've spent so much time here at the house, I've forgotten what day of the week it is. Thought yesterday was Tuesday.

So I been the person, who goes out and do stuff. My sister had surgeries on her eyes and I was the adult(what an idiot!LOL!). She also has a problem with mask being on. I get to go out and do the food shopping (thank the maker for Walley World doing the shopping and Costco.) I hate the mask, but I can handle it better.

I've been cross stitching to keep myself going crazy. I've been doing the great nieces and nephews names. I joined a cross stitch pen pal group on fb. They do cards every month. Though I've never made a card before, so this should be fun. LOL!

I'm laying on my bed with a home
made version of Starbucks "Medicine ball". Not doing too badly.

So how is everyone doing? I just feel blah. Nothing hurts, I can
breath,and I got to sleep in. Yes that is me cheering.

Happy birthday jedibuttercup! I hope you have great day!

Tonight Samiam and bil are going out for Valentine's day. They are doing dinner. I get the house to myself.

So I have a shower planned and dinner. Nothing special!

Migraine have been my friend today. LOL! At least it wasn't a killer one. Just a little annoying.

So I'm still as boring as I've been all my life! LOL!

My bil is still an ass. Not a lot I can do about that. I promise not to touch him.

For the real boring stuff, I've started cleaning up my bedroom. I've been using it as a dump zone. I'm putting away the clothes, that is killing me. I just have make myself do the hanging up and put the other stuff in the dresser. It bores the hell out of me. Yeah I know, bitch, bitch,bitch! It's all I ever do!

At any who!

I hope everyone had a good Christmas and New Year.

It was good for me!

Now if I could just stop having headache.

Demi Alana was born today!

So I had my six month check up with the radiation and cancer Doctors. Had mammogram to boot. It all looks good. I have to go back in six months.

So y e a h! LOL!

So I finished the radiation in March. Yes that is me cheering. I hated it. Though it beats the hell out of doing Chemo.

I'm now taking a cancer med daily. That is the side sunflower seed. Every three months I get something pumped into me(if I still have insurance).

What fun.

So starting week 3 of radiation treatment. Had a slight scare at the end of the first week. On the weekend, my breast was still hot to the touch. Called the office and talked to Doctor on call. Who told me me to put more lotion and take some tylenol. So I did and by Sunday it was better.

So is anyone crazy for NBC's Timeless? Loving the show! I hope it's renewed. I was looking for icons from the show. No luck so far.

Woke up early today. So I'm awake at a semi god forsaken hour. So I'm watching APB and Timeless. Yes I'm so fricking boring.

I'm also depressed, since last night. Not sure what kicked on, but it's working. I turned my facebook off for a bit.

Well I'm doing pretty good. The sharp pain I had been having, is getting less.

I have appointment for the radiation treatment, in two weeks. Another appointment for something else on Feb 1. Female stuff. AKA I don't remember.

Yeah this getting old business is getting old.

I can't remember if I brought this up here, but weight I've lost and hope I keep off. I've lost 11 lbs. So yeah for me.

LOL! Well surgery was a laugh riot. The surgery was suppose to happen around 5PM. It did't. Two bad accidents came in and pushed my surgery back. Though no one told me or my sister this fact. So around 7:15 PM they came in and tell me, I have to wait 45 mins. Since I had been in pre op since 2PM, what was 45 mins.

So I kept laying there, and watch tv. So gas dr comes in and asks questions (same ones I'd been answering all bloody day. Name, bd and what I was in for. 8PM they took me to surgery and the next I know it's 1AM. They take me to my room and I dozes for the next six hours.

Sister came and got me around 10 AM and I took pain meds and went back to sleep.

Got my drain tubes out on Tuesday, and thank the maker for that. I was going to start killing people if they hadn't taken them out.

Next week I hope to get the stitches out.

So I went to the plastic surgeon today and draw on my boobs, which is what the pix is about.

Now i told the Dr.about my Mom's rules one of them is don't write on yourself or let anyone do it to you.

Dr. Said, so if I hear someone talking in my ear, it's your mom and she is pissed. I say yes. LOL!

So Tuesday is the surgery day. The hospital called me today to make sure I was aware of what was going on. I have to be at Carol Milgard at 9:15 AM and I will get a shot in breast, a wire will be put in to make where the cancer is.

Then I go to the hopital and get a shot of nuclear injection(whatever that means) and other things. Surgery will be around 5PM. Along with the removing the cancer, I will get my breasts reduced. If you know me IRL, you know I've wanted this a long time.

So I got three emails yesterday, from my plastic surgeon. Setting up two pre op appointments this week. And a post op appointments for the 16th. Nothing from the Cancer Dr.

So today I finally got a call from the cancer Dr. She tells me the surgery is on 13th. But first I get to go to Carol Milgard on that day and they are going to put a wire in my breast. Now I asked about meds for that? The nurse didn't know about it. It hurt like hell when I had the biopsey, so if they think I'm going to let without meds, they better thing again. I am a big wussy. I don't like pain.

Doctor Clark called me and told me the cancer gene test came back and it's neg. So yeah, me! But because of the grade of the cancer, she is going to remove a lymph node. What fun...not!

Still don't have a surgery date yet.

So here are the plans.

I took the cancer gene test-ouch.

Now once the results came back things will cement the plans.

As of right now, Doctor is planing a lumpectomy, but that will change if the gene with BRCA1 or 2 then it will switch to mastectomy. If it stays with I will get the lumpectomy and get my breast reduces.

I'm getting an MRI on Nov 1 and see a plastic surgeon on Nov 8.

I want to write and nothing is coming.
I'm watching Robin Hood BBC 2006.
Blah
Bored

Brought in and opened all the boxes my sister ordered from Amazon. I burnt all the boxes in the fireplace.

Yeah, I'm so fricking bored.