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Livejournal has decided to be tempermental the past few days, so this is a back dated entry from my MySpace blog. **Note: I update my MySpace blog more than I do this one, simply because the people who read and/or subscribe to my MySpace blog are more immediate in my life than those on LJ anymore.
Liv
Since I last left you, quite a few things have happened..let's see...
Wednesday and Thursday's were my days off last week. Tuesday night/Wednesday morning I believe I got a total of 3 1/2 hours of sleep. I was up till 2:30am talking to someone online and on the phone *intermitently* and then woke up around 6am and couldn't get back to sleep. I got ready and then went to Walmart to get my hair cut (no one noticed by the way..I didn't really expect anyone to), and to pick up a Christmas gift for my best friend, Roberto. When I got home and put stuff away, I got ahold of my significant other, Brandon. We decided to kick around EPCOT for the day. We went to Future World and to the Cool down/Coca-Cola station and tried various types of Coke that are found around the world. I instantly had flashbacks to spending Spring Break in Atlanta, Georgia with my then fiance, Mike (we toured the Coca-Cola factory and they had the same tasting station there). After trying the drinks, we went to ride on Body Wars, which is only open for the holiday season. I had never ridden that ride before, and Brandon was super excited because the set up is almost exactly like Star Tour over at MGM Studios (which is where he works). After that, we went to the Living Seas and he introduced my to cuddlefish..they are so cool! Seriously, they are almost like a cross between an octopus and a fish, and they change colors depending on their mood! How awesome is that?! Then we went to eat dinner at the Coral Reef. After that, we came back to my place and crashed..I was beat. Then Kendall and Kasi came home and I talked with them in the living room, and Brandon got bored.
On Thursday I worked out for 3 hours, cleaned up and consolodated stuff in my apartment and then wrapped Roberto's present. I caught the 4:45 bus to MGM and waited outside with the present (since it was wrapped I couldn't take it through security). I gave it to Roberto and he asked me what I was doing that night, I told him I didn't have any plans but that I had to hand off two DVDs to Ray (he was doing Spectacle of Lights that night)..so Roberto asked me to go to Tree Lighting at EPCOT with him. I said I would, so I ran into the Toy Box, saw Will..he gave me a bit of a hard time (as usual) about my 'many boyfriends', especially Ray and Roberto. Then I passed the DVDs off and ran out to meet up with Roberto. Tree Lighting was pretty cool. Then he gave me a ride home, and I got online for a bit. Everyone else (College Program wise was going to Pleasure Island that night..but I had made plans to watch the movie I had recently bought with Brandon. The unrated widescreen edition of The Exorcism of Emily Rose (I had seen it months before on a date with Augusto).
My Christmas Eve and Christmas Day was spent working at MGM Studios with my 'family' at the Hat/GMR. Other than work, I didn't really do anything special. Christmas was just another day this year... Oh, but I did have two people *Richard and Rachel* hand me a handmade button/pin and tell me that they appreciated everything that the cast members do and they know that we get grief from guests and whatnot, but that we do a great job. I talked to them for a long time and both of them said, 'And judging by the looks of you, we figure you are probably very close to some of the princesses here at Disney (meaning they thought I was a face character).' Sadly, no...not yet. But I do get that often, from many..many people.
One day, I can't remember which day it was..I was at the Hat (as usual) and Johnathan came up to visit. He tapped me on the shoulder while I was with the Lilo/Stitch and Chip/Dale line and I turned around and gave him a big hug. 'I saw your beautiful face and I had to stop by and say hi.' *blush* I love it when people come to visit me at work. It breaks up the day and puts a smile on my face. I was introduced to his little boy, he was shy though... That same day I was driving Mulan in parade and as we were headed from Crossroads to the Step down gate (you can hear the audience really good there cause the BGM for parade isn't loud at that zone) and this guy is standing there filming with his family around him. As I drive past him, he yells up to Mulan, 'Is she actually old enough to be driving you?!' I looked at him, my jaw dropped...everyone (even myself) started laughing (I was laughing more out of disbelief than anything else). I don't know what the legal driving age is here..but back home you can get a permit at 15, and your lisence at 16. I'm freakin' 25...not 14. Now that's become an inside joke between Kevin and I.
The next day at driver meeting, they were talking about the safety stuff, like how we are supposed to yell 'Vehicle moving' before we step on the gas..hehehe, Jim looks at me and says, 'Erica girl, you're good to go on that.' Then I turned bright red and everyone laughed. Back story, I'm loud..hehehehe which shocks the hell out of some people.
In other news, we had a fist fight break out on parade route the other day. Not sure exactly what happened...
Last night after work Roberto and I went to Magic Kingdom to see our friend Chris Hampton in Celebrate the Season. Then we met up with Brandon at EPCOT to watch 'Illuminations'. They've added to it for the holidays..it's one of my favorite fireworks displays..it's beautiful.
Everyone is getting ready to leave, and I can't help but feel somewhat sad... Goodbyes are always hard, and I've really grown attached to some of my fellow CP cast members...I can't imagine what it will be like working here knowing I'll never see them again or work with them for that matter.. The other day in driver meeting, Kelly and Angela were doing the parade ditty that they made up and Will told them they needed to practice it and then record it and leave it behind when they go. When everyone goes... I couldn't help feeling the urge to cry..I didn't, but the urge was there...trust me. I hid it behind a forced smile and a little laugh...
Since putting some new pics on my MySpace page, I've gotten quite an interesting response.
I received this in a message the other night...:
From: *****
Date: Dec 27, 2005 10:38 AM
Subject: Just a thought...
Hi, my name is Mike. By the time you are done reading this you are probably either going to think that I am some sleazy asshole, or a man with an intriguing offer. Hopefully the latter, but since the subject is a little sensitive I would completely understand you leaning towards the former. I could go on setting this e-mail up all day, but by now I am probably losing your attention, so I will cut to the chase...
You are gorgeous. Seriously, you are amazingly sexy, not to mention photogenic. Regardless of whatever your self image says, you are more than attractive enough to be a fantasy to the men and women who see you. I would not be sending you this e-mail if that was not the case.
By now you are probably just wondering why I am buttering you up. As much as I would love to be writing you in an attempt to seduce you, that really isn't the case. I know a lot of guys think that works on MySpace, but I don't live life with my head up my ass. :)
Here's the thing... Have you ever considered modeling? Particularly of a sexy variety? I am opening a fantasy models website. Nothing too raunchy. A tasteful site to appeal to a variety of interests like lingerie/bikini models, artistic nudes, and all the way up to girl/girl pictorals. Yes, it would be adult, and I realize that just because you are attractive does not mean that you would be interested in a adult modeling. My interest in asking you has nothing to do with my opinion of you as a person, or any assumption of what you are into. It is really based purely on your sex appeal, which you radiate with a great intensity.
I know I am probably not the first guy to ask you if you were interested in something like this, and I know that a lot of those previous inquiries probably came from lying scumbags. I am not a liar, or a scumbag. While the backbone of this project is sensual, it will be maintained completely on the up and up.
I should start with "How it's going to work". Here is the site structure I am envisioning:
Basically, the site would be a network. Each girl would have her own content site. In her content site, she sets the rules about how much she wants to show, and what kind of themes she want's to go with. How much money you make depends on how many people sign up through your content site. There will be model release forms and contracts to sign. This will protect me from anyone underage trying to get involved in the project, and this will protect the models from being short changed on their revenue. Trust is a big thing with me, especially in business. One benefit I am shooting for is to have the girls do their photoshoots as comfortably as possible. If you have a friend with a digital camera that is 3.5 MegaPixels or higher quality you never even need to meet me face to face. If you don't have a photographer/friend, maybe you will make friends with some of the other girls, and you can share that duty with them. If you REALLY need a photographer, I am available, as well as knowing a few amateur photographers I could introduce you to. If you don't intend to use a friend, I will have a rule that you bring a friend with you to any photoshoot I or a 3rd party photographer oversees. Safety and respect are very important, especially in this kind of gig.
This will be the first adult project I have managed. I'm not a "porn guy" or anything like that. However, I have been in the web game for about 10 years, and know how it works. I have managed sites for Disney, ABC, the United Nations, and the City of New York. I will be funding the build and launch of the site, so I am not asking you for any money to get on board with the project. The only commitment I will need from you is one photoshoot a week containing one theme (outfit/scenario/costume/etc), and consisting of about 100-150 usable images. That is why I lean towards digital. On a monthly basis you will be provided a revenue report for your site, and a comparison against the other girls, along with a check for the net income your site generated.
I anticipate the site launching by Christmas, hopefully sooner. I have purchased the domain, and the hosting, and I am in the process of finalizing the site's overall design and credit card processing integration.
I'm not a jackass. I am not assuming that you are open to this kind of thing. I just thought I would ask since it is so obvious that you have the looks to excel in a project like this. So don't think I am a bad guy if you are not interested. Feel free to contact any of the girls on my friends list, as they are all interested models.
If you were not intoxicatingly gorgeous, you would never have heard a peep out of me.
If you are interested, please take a minute to answer the questions below so I know what you are looking for and how to get in touch.
I hope to talk to you soon.
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> First Name:
> Age:
> Sexual Orientation:
(A=Straight, B=Bi, C=Curious, D=Girls Only)
> Yahoo IM:
> AOL IM:
> Other IM:
> E-mail:
> Modeling interest:
(A=lingerie/swimsuit, B=nude/solo, C=erotic/sexual)
> Have a photographer with a decent digital camera?
(Y/N):
> Can I share your contact info with the other models?
(Y/N):
I was also invited to audition to cohost a new tv show..:)
I'm seriously concidering it...
They say the end of the year is a time to reflect on what's happened over the course of those 12 months...
Wow..where to begin. I started out the year engaged, I graduated from West Virginia Univeristy with a Bachelor of Arts and Sciences in Communication Studies, I toured to the Greenbrier for Easter with the Puppetry program, I came back to work for Disney, Mike and I split, I lost most of my friends that I've known for over 10 years..cause they turned their backs on me (this still hurts like a bitch), I've dated a much older man, I've gotten a new best friend, I've discovered things about myself that I never knew before *through trial and error, through experiences and through late night conversations and connecting with certain people*, I've developed several crushes and admirations for some very special people in my life, I've managed to gain the affections of quite a few of those said people, I found out some distressing news via AIM when Taher (one of those in my former circle of tightnit friends) died suddenly on October 25th, my ANA/MIA has come back again with a vengence..and sometimes it seems like that's the only thing I can count on..if I don't get it under control, I know it will control me and it will be what finishes me off..and that scares me. Wow..that's not even the half of it and already that seems like way too much to experience in just a year...
I'm exhausted though, I may write more later. Till we meet again, take care.
Love Always,
Livia Rose
In other news, when this hits stores, I will be purchasing a copy.
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