jesse_the_k: My former black mutt totally blissed out, on her back, paws folded (BELLA on back)

On day one, she was beautiful, and brave, and ready to cuddle. She was underweight, so her sleek black-and-brown body just fills an oval bed. Staring right at the camera with hope and trepidation, her stuffed alligator rests in front.

( Click for pic )

Today was her last day.

( Euthanasia, generally described )

We had some snow

Tuesday, 9 January 2024 05:30 pm
jesse_the_k: Snowflake pulses white and blue (snowflake GIF)

The warnings were dire, but so far we've only had 4-5 inches on the ground. The snow is very heavy and wet and it's barely freezing. That's good news on the street, where it rapidly melts. It's sad news in the backyard, where thick snow brought down three branches on our oldest pine tree, which blocked the street behind our house. Thank heavens for neighbors with chainsaws.

Earlier in the day, MyGuy and Bella went exploring on the bike path. It's a tunnel of white: snow covers the path itself, all the vegetation on the sides, and weighs down the branches of the trees and bushes. Since our black mutt Bella is certain there's something exciting just ahead, her leash is stretching forward into the future.

( click for pic )

jesse_the_k: Robot dog from original Doctor Who (k9 to the rescue)

Fifty four pounds of majestic deep brown and black muttlying in a bright spot

( Click for pic )

jesse_the_k: Red leaf from a pin oak tree (pin oak leaf)

Because we have 30 trees in our city lot, we have lots of leaves in our yard. I just admire them, but MyGuy has to rake 'em for the city to compost.

Bella feels a calling to supervise this important work. The pile starts at least 8 ft wide by 20 ft long by 1 ft high. Over the space of an hour, MyGuy packs it into containers. Bella stays put as the pile recedes.

We acknowledge her leadership.

( Three leafy photos with one fixed dog )

Why Bella, Why?

Wednesday, 6 May 2020 11:40 am
jesse_the_k: Black dog staring overhead at squirrel out of frame (BELLA expectant)

Spring has actually arrived! The maple trees are dropping green pollen all over the streets, there are teeny buds on the oaks, the tulips are in full bloom, and we're due for a freeze tonight.

Bella is delighted that the earthworms are wiggling their way into the sunshine. She likes to gnaw on them for a while and then rub the mess on her face.

How's the progress of spring in your corner of the planet? Do your pets do disgusting things?

jesse_the_k: Black dog staring overhead at squirrel out of frame (BELLA expectant)

One hundred seventy-seven days ago, Bella was in the vet ER suffering through a ton of tests. She was eventually diagnosed with primary immune mediated hemolytic anemia. She's taken several paper bags worth of meds, including cortisone and cyclosporine. We hit on hotdogs as the premier treat to get her to swallow her meds, after trying almond butter, peanut butter, and canned chicken. We tapered off the cortisone last month and today we learned her latest blood work is so good we can halve her cyclosporine.

So much good news!

  • The hair is starting to grow back on her belly. That belly is big again since she's up to 51 pounds (only four more to go).
  • She has energy and enthusiasm and she's ready for spring.
  • Almost all the warts have gone, with some dried up holdouts generating copious dandruff (of course it's also blowing-her-coat season).
  • She continues to be an excellent role model for me by conserving energy when she needs to. Now she's feeling up to visiting with dog park users (both canine and human).
  • She's digging toys out of her basket and squeaking.
  • She's doing zoomies around the living room.
jesse_the_k: Pixar's Dory, the adventurous fish with a brain injury (dain bramage)
Thanks to [personal profile] ysobel for the concept, I'm declaring Dreamwidth bankruptcy. It's not that I haven't read your posts, it's just that I'm too wiped to respond.

( Bella is still alive and warty )


I listened to the first two Lord Peter Wimsey books on audio. The narrators were busy demonstrating their grasp of a range of accents, which makes for A+ soporific companionship when I'm too tired to read.

( psych drugs stink )

I have absorbed almost all of [x.com profile] LulaVampiro's blog. ( Excellent -- two pieces worth reading right now )

Bella Health Update

Wednesday, 11 December 2019 05:00 pm
jesse_the_k: My former black mutt totally blissed out, on her back, paws folded (BELLA on back)

Eighty days ago MyGuy carried Bella in to the vet ER. Eight days later he carried her back home with a large grocery bag of toxic drugs. She’s had three outpatient hospital visits plus two local-vet blood draws.

While the survival rate for immune mediated hemolytic anemia varies from 20% to 80%, we’re confident she’s getting excellent care and she’s showing many signs of improvement: ( medical details no gore )

I can’t put into words how much I appreciate your kind thoughts and well wishes.

[ETA enabled comments]

Storms Are Passing

Wednesday, 2 October 2019 05:51 pm
jesse_the_k: text: Be kinder than need be: everyone is fighting some kind of battle (Be kinder)

Thank you so much for your kind thoughts!

Bella’s eating dinner

as well as the eighteen pills daily they sent her home with. Luckily, she loves almond butter and needs to regain weight lost over 7 days not eating. Plop a pill in a gob of almond butter and she simply thwips it down. The immunosuppressive Cyclosporin is sufficiently toxic that we have to don gloves to stuff it down her throat, and the pills themselves are huge. For these we have to pry open her jaws, jam the pill on the very back of her tongue, then stroke her throat until she swallows.

No physical damage from the crash

I was too ashamed to check in with my primary doc after the crash, even though my pain levels have stayed elevated. MyGuy finally convinced me, and I saw my doc today. He confirmed that my pain was consonant with a terrifying incident. We agreed that I got away lucky.

In convo with my therapist, I realized

  • while the driver and witnesses did shit to be helpful
  • I was capable of taking care of my own needs and therefore
  • Prevented further damage
  • Reached out for support to helpful people, like you

All good things. The final realization is one I’ve packed away in my lock box for further examination next session: the driver was in many ways acting just like my father.

Bella's Home

Tuesday, 1 October 2019 06:50 pm
jesse_the_k: Black dog on patio tongue tip showing (BELLA at ease)
....with a grocery bag full of drugs.

Vets are optimistic that she'll be fine.

Thanks for the good wishes which have definitely helped keep us all on track.
jesse_the_k: Robot dog from original Doctor Who (k9 to the rescue)
More Bella snuggling w MyGuy




She’s got an NG tube, central line, and belly shaved several times for ultrasound. They’re suppressing her immune system with chemo plus steroids plus antibiotics.

They explain everything in GREAT detail—-every stitch & textile in each quilt square, when what we want is “how big is the quilt?”
jesse_the_k: My former black mutt totally blissed out, on her back, paws folded (BELLA on back)
7 more days in the hospital

MyGuy snuggling w Bella on exam room floor.
https://t.co/7mQDwfD2Vb

Bella May Have IMHA

Wednesday, 25 September 2019 06:46 pm
jesse_the_k: Black dog on patio tongue tip showing (BELLA at ease)
We got to see Bella, and she was happy to see us—one wag, no wiggle.

She sacked out on the exam room linoleum snoring and snuffling. MyGuy stroked her chest for 45 minutes as she got her transfusion through her front left leg.

( happy pic and details )

Awakening with pets

Thursday, 16 May 2019 02:25 pm
jesse_the_k: Professorial human suit but with head of Golden Retriever, labeled "Woof" (doctor dog to you)

Our dogs awaken MyGuy according to their natures. ( three techniques and pics )

jesse_the_k: Pipe from Magritte's Treachery of Images captioned "this is not an icon" (Default)
My darling Bella, age somewhere around 4, loves to play with other dogs. She sets a good example, meeting dogs where they are.

In this video, a neighbor brings over Pyper, age maybe 6 months. She's a skinny shiny black pup, maybe some Labrador in her. She sees Bella and runs up to pounce on her: Bella rolls on her back and permits Pyper to thwap her paws on every portion of Bella's body. The two wrestle, with Bella mainly on her back, and Pyper jumping and spinning.

The password is "play" ( cell phone video, no sound )
jesse_the_k: Closeup of my former black mutt's left eye (BELLA focused eyeball)
This morning it was -5° F (-29° C) and Bella was surprised twice.

First she took her customary backyard excursion. She generally launches at full speed from the back door to race the fence line twice, then stake out the larger trees for squirrels, and then eliminate.

Today she sped out the door and screeched to a halt 3 meters away. She peed and pooped as quickly as possible and ran back in.

She then eagerly accepted her leash and was ready to go out the front door. She was so disappointed when the temperature out there was still that cold.

Because back door and front door are different, you see.

I guess it was time to change my default icon.

jesse_the_k: ACD Lucy holds two blue racketballs in her mouth, side by side; captioned "I did it!" (LUCY success)
( 50 lb dog with shiny black-brown fur, white stripe down her nose and prick ears poses like the Sphinx, with her rear legs folded and her front legs outstretched )

Bella has burrowed her way into our hearts. Last week the Underdog Rescue placed Bella in our care. We've enjoyed every moment of our time with her.


She's a remarkably lovely dog. She's a young adult, though we don't know her exact age. She herded all the children in her first Madison placement , so we suspect she's got some Border collie in the mix. Her fur looks black from a distance but up close it's a deep brown; so maybe there's some chocolate lab heritage. We're thrilled with how easy* she is:


  • She greets everyone with a wiggle and a kiss, genuinely pleased to meet new people and dogs.

  • Her fur is as soft as a rabbit's coat, and she's so soothing to pet.

  • She enjoys playing, walking, and sleeping equally.

  • When she sleeps, she emits comforting snores, snuffles, and wheezes.

  • She came to us already potty- and crate-trained

  • She already knows "sit," "no," "come," and "drop it." In less than 10 days she's well on her way to "down," "hupup," and "off."


( Black dog 35in from nose to base of tail, lies on her back, all 4 paws in the air. Front two paws meet the outstretched palms of MyGuy, an older white fellow )
*: We assumed all dogs were challenging after 14 years with Teddy the Neurotic, then 15yrs with Lucy the Alpha Bitch.

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