Frazzle

Sep. 10th, 2026 07:32 pm
oursin: Animated hedgehog icon (Animated hedgehog)

You know, I was looking at this week and thinking that I had more or less a clear space to start cracking on with the book review that's been hanging over me -

Ha ha.

For some while now I have been receiving emails from a credit card provider that they are Changing My Card and it will be arriving shortly, and it finally did on Monday, so I had to engage in all the rigmarole of remembering what sites I had entered it in as the paying method, and what I had subscribed to, etc, so that I could change all the details, and that was more faff than one might suppose.

And I fell into a bit of a rabbit-hole apropos of prep for Cold Comfort Farm reading group, which not only involved paging through various works on middlebrow women's fiction in my collection but also Having Ideas of My Own and writing them and honestly, might eventually turn into something on My Other Blog??

Also Other Projects have been stirring and I was alerted that I was supposed to have done something in connection with one of them, and, did that thing, and in the case of the other there were essays for the special journal issue I needed to read -

Then I thought that maybe I should make some effort to look at some correspondence relating to another project of mine which involves getting in touch with the relevant repository two weeks in advance (and maybe I could combine this with a trip to the BL to look at a certain newspaper on microfilm, as although it has been digitised it is part of a database that is paywalled, and although some acquaintances have access, not to that particular item, and I want Just One Article, fume), so that was a thing.

Plus I have been asked to Be A Reference for a younger scholar applying for a fellowship, so had to give some thought to that -

So the review is still backburnered.

oursin: The necklace elisem made for me from my mother's carved bone elephant beads, with green garnets (necklace)

Today partner and I became civil-partnered in the eyes of the state.

While I tried to organise this in as low-key a way as possible - gosh, people do seem to want to fancify it even if they are doing it in one of the Town Hall venues, let alone in one of the other designated places - it still required a certain amount of faff and angst.

No readings, no personally composed vows, no music, etc.

(Also no pets. Apparently you can have pets at your ceremony, at least in some of the venues.)

(I am honestly not sure whether interpretative dance is ever involved.)

We did have to have two witnesses, so my sister and brother-in-law came up to Town (these days it is a very trouble-free and direct train journey) and we booked a table for lunch at Ottolenghi Upper Street.

Also booked a minicab to get us there - I was a little twitchy about this after my misadventure with the ill-omened Taxiapp, which now appears to be defunct, but found what seems a very eligible online minicab booking service, which turned up most expeditious, almost too much so as I had not yet put on my shoes.

Ottolenghi was less busy than I thought it might be (maybe people get takeaway from the deli counter and lunch al desko?). The food is still lovely.

Had time for a little perambulation around Islington, and then back to Town Hall, where we had a short pre-ceremony interview to check our details before the ceremony. Apparently one does not need to provide mother's maiden name these days? Genealogical shock-horror.

We decided not to go for the Really Basic Option whereby the couple just sign the form, and did do the minimalist ceremony taking one another as Civil Partners.

Do not really feel very different.

On what I wore: a shirt with a neckline that would suitably accommodate the necklace in the icon: the elephant motif pendant and beads were from a necklace that my father brought back from India after the war to my mother, which had fallen apart, made up into a new one by [personal profile] elisem with garnets when I was at Wiscon, 2010.

Wilting

May. 26th, 2026 03:46 pm
oursin: Early C19th engraving of a hedgehog with its spines shaved off (naked hedgehog)

It is torrid today in London, my dearios.

And I have booked myself to go to an in-person seminar at the Institution With Which I Have The Honour to Be Associated later this afternoon, o joy.

Somebody is presenting on a couple of fairly obscure early C20th progressives/sexologists whom I have also done a spot of work on, so feel a bit obliged to turn up.

Also, it is the time for applying for renewal of fellowship, so showing one's face about the place may be A Good Idea.

In other news I have actually managed to acquire an in-person GP appointment apropos of the knee issue for next week at a reasonable sort of time of day, after only a day and a bit of keeping going back to the practice site....

oursin: Animated hedgehog icon (animated hedgehog)

Or that's what it feels like, over the last just over a week.

There was going to the solicitors to sign our wills.

There was going over to [personal profile] coughingbear and [personal profile] hano's for a get-together (very nice to see people!)

There was deciding that maybe a knee support would be advantageous for the knee which has been being bit wonky of late so I ordered one Click and Collect from the local Argos. And it does seem to ameliorate the situation somewhat though I think I probably need to set about making a GP appointment about it, since it has not gone away in a few days as I hoped it would.

In other health matters have been being mildly hassled by my dental practice about booking a hygienist appointment, which, when I got round to, found they could not actually fit me in for for the next 4 weeks.

There was going to Book Launch for work by a long-term acquaintance in academic field, at rather elite venue in The City, a bit of a faff to get to, though part of that might have been getting off the bus at the wrong stop, though building works occluding street names did not help. Very few people I knew apart from Author, who was besieged by people wanting her to sign copies of The Book, but had nice chat with an editor who knew somewhat of My Earlier Work.

Yesterday I flopped at home apart from attending an online seminar (actually a substitution offered for the one I'd booked for last week which was cancelled, felt it would be civil to attend).

Today we boogeyed on down to the Register Office to Register Our Intention of Civil Partnership, at which they interrogate one not only about previous marriages etc but endeavour to ascertain whether one is Under Duress.

oursin: The Delphic Sibyl from the Sistine Chapel (Delphic sibyl)

(Mix and shake that metaphor and pour it over ice and serve it up with a wee paper umbrella!)

Somebody today on Another Site was mourning the Old Days on LJ which made me think of:

All the various Old Days in my life on and offline which were by their nature transient -

- but that transient didn't mean that they didn't have lasting effects/influence.

(I will spare dr rdrz accounts of various short-lived initiatives I encountered among the archives and in the course of Mi Researchez which nonetheless echoed down the years.)

Also that even had things not fallen out the way things did with LJ (hiss, boo, etc) by now it would almost certainly not be the same experience as it was in the 00s - people would have come, people would have gone, our interests and energies would have changed....

So we would probably be nostalgically regetting the glory days before [whenever].

oursin: Grumpy looking hedgehog (grumpy hedgehog)

Have not been sleeping terribly well lately, thus the blahs.

Not sure why this is, because it is not lower back kicking up etc (yay physio) but more that annoying thing of Morpheus seeming very skittish.

Possibly the whole life-admin stuff that going on at the moment? (2nd appt with our Person of Law next week, also appt to Register Our Intentions.)

Perchance the Even Tenor of Our Ways is just a leeetle disturbed.

Still, am doing my best to pull together Something Entertaining and Instructive on Condoms and related matters, which is largely remixing stuff which I do already have, but not entirely.

Am a bit annoyed that I was informed that I could anticipate proofs of a review today but so far no can haz, would have liked to get that out of the way.

oursin: a hedgehog lying in the middle of cacti (Hedgehog among cacti)

Involved in proving, for certain life admin purposes, that partner and I are real people who are who we say we are, involving downloading an app, which one then has to validate by entering one's ID and they will send a code by text 'may take a few minutes', they have a very capacious definition of 'few minutes', ahem. Then entering various details, scanning various documents to a satisfactory quality (don't ask, just don't ask, I have done screaming now, thanks), and taking a selfie.

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Do we even wish to detain ourselves over Michael Billington's ranking of the works of the Bard? I pretty much Dorothy Parkered, as much as one can with a newspaper, when I saw he had not only put Much Ado 20th out of 35, but considers B&B the subplot.

Light the barbecue in the marketplace, I have a heart to eat there!

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Though it is hardly anywhere near the same class for utter crassness of this - honestly, why are these people? A tourist has been charged after allegedly climbing a colossal marble statue in Florence to touch its genitals for a pre-wedding prank.

oursin: Brush the Wandering Hedgehog by the fire (Default)

That is, I have finally knocked off a review that has been hanging over me for months, probably needs a little more fiddling with but it was very much I had got to the stage of 'just sit down and write the bloody thing' and did it. It's a book I'm fairly lukewarm about, doing fairly useful work with what it does but it feels a bit all over the place and hard to get a proper grip on.

Also, yay, am feeling rather less washed out than the past few days following vaxx.

We have appointment to see solicitor about our Testamentary Dispositions next week - finally found one in the fairly close vicinity through the Law Society Find a Solicitor facility.

Have just been getting Documentation from the local authority who are actually paying me to go and talk about johnnies in their collections in just under two months, so I guess that's sort of the next thing on my agenda.

Though am gradually making my way through ms by deceased colleague, though there is not major urgency on this as my collaborator is still in academic life and overwhelmed with the responsibilities of that at present.

oursin: Photograph of the statue of Justice on top of the Old Bailey, London (Justice)

Anyway.

Partner and I are in need of a solicitor for a fairly routine and non-urgent matter, so, looked up who it was we went to last time we had a routine life admin thing requiring the services of a legal professional.

(This was actually a bit more time-consuming than I anticipated, have I mentioned that archivists are really Not All That at keeping on top of their own papers? The cobbler's children syndrome.)

But, I found the name of the practice and looked them up on The Internetz and they are there, as having gone out of business some few years ago, on Companies House website.

And they are by no means the first solicitors I have had dealings with, though I think the ones in Kentish Town saw me through the purchase of First Flat and present dwelling and possibly various other legal matters, but are now no longer operating more or less adjacent to the Tube station.

I suppose that these days one should not anticipate that you have Old Mr Thing the attorney-at law and Young Mr Thing his son who keeps up the practice and Even Younger Mr Thing who is being brought on in the family tradition -

- and that these things come and go like everything else and they are no longer quite the repository of folk memory like in mystery novels.

Way back when I was starting out as a Wee Babby Archivist, I remember that a big thing of the day, practically A Crisis, was solicitors' records. As I was never actually employed in a repository where I had any direct dealings with the problem, I'm not sure whether this was due to practices going defunct, or just somebody going down into the cellar and realising that they still had all the papers from Jarndyce v Jarndyce back to its origins along with tons of other stuff. But anyway, there were Massive Amounts of Very Misc Material (quite surprising what turned up) which looking back I suspect had all sorts of issues around ownership to complicate matters even further.

(If anyone has recs for N London solicitors would be glad to hear of them.)

oursin: Sleeping hedgehog (sleepy hedgehog)

So I think I've pretty much got my presentation sorted for next week at around the right length and with a slightly superogatory Powerpoint, but everybody seems to do these these days, sigh.

And I have got off a review of an article which was not as bad as I thought it was going to be, not bad at all.

And I have read the thesis I was asked to read and am trying to think of some questions which are not, which novelist would you pick to depict the seething tensions within [local organisation therein discussed], because I was going, hmmm, is this Barbara Pym purlieu or not?

And although there have been some hiccups along the road a further volume in the Interminable Saga should be appearing in the not too distant future though there are some niggling things still happening.

And I may have mentioned Doing A Podcast some months ago and the same people have come back to ask me to contribute to another one in their series, for which I realise I ought to do a certain amount of prep.

Book review still hanging over me.

Various matters of life admin.

oursin: Drawing of hedgehog in a cave, writing in a book with a quill pen (Writing hedgehog)

And I'm not at all sure it's culture-neutral, hmmmm?

Okay, I had parents who had books in the house and read to me and once I could read took me to the local library to get tickets for the children's department.

No children's museums that I recall but visiting the rather dull local one attached to the public library, and visits to local sites of historical interest.

My primary school was not, I think, particularly distinguished - suspect that the year there were a whole four of us passed the 11+ was Memorable - but there were some good teachers.

I don't know how one calibrates into all this my mother knowing the teacher of Infants 1 and asking her about whether I could go to school once I had turned 5 (having an autumn birthday) and her saying, oh, send her along, on account of my mother thinking I was entirely ready.

And then the Head saying I should do the 11+ technically a year early - (which was not a given, people did get kept back)

Going to a fairly academically-intense girls' grammar school, where I did get the odd spot of class-hassle, I realise in retrospect (including from horrid Mrs B of the really weird ideas about sex), where I was marked out as university material and my parents exhorted to keep me on the sixth form -

Which they were entirely happy to do.

So yes, I was I suppose supported on my academic journey. But some of that was external factors, like the existence of that extinct phoenix, full student grants.

oursin: C19th engraving of a hedgehog's skeleton (skeletal hedgehog)

Too busy trying to extend their lifespans to, you know, actually Have A Life?

The troubling rise of longevity fixation syndrome: ‘I was crushed by the pressure I put on myself’

One is actually surprised that this guy does in fact go for an evening out in a restaurant with his husband, even if he does exhaustively research it first and pre-order (and then melt down when it comes to him RONG):

He painstakingly monitored what he ate (sometimes only organic, sometimes raw or unprocessed; calories painstakingly counted), his exercise regime (twice a day, seven days a week), and tracked every bodily function from his heart rate to his blood pressure, body fat and sleep “schedule”. He even monitored his glucose levels repeatedly throughout the day. “I was living by those numbers,” he says.

One wonders if there is any place for Ye Conjugalz with hubby or is that losing Precious Bodily Fluids and all the other ills once ascribed to sexual indulgence.

And, indeed, tempted to say, it just feels like living for ever....

With a side of, austere regimes have been followed by religious devotees for centuries but that was for life everlasting in the next, not this, right?

But, honestly, surely it is possible to lead a healthy life which is not actually purgatorial - see also this Why has food become another joyless way to self-optimise?. Thinking back to the delicious healthy nosh at Grayshott of beloved nostalgic memories - along with the lovely treatments etc.

Okay, there are some dietary things I do because I do not particularly have to think about them, but that is because I made certain decisions back when, and e.g. I have my nice tasty home-made muesli of a morning with its healthy oats and linseed and nuts and it is an established pattern but it is a pleasure to eat.

oursin: Coy looking albino hedgehog lifting one foot, photograph (sweet hedgehog)

This is being one of those weeks when I'm not sure if Mercury is in retrograde or in the opposite of retrograde, if there is an opposite.

In that some things are going unwontedly smoothly and unexpectedly well, and other things not, and plans being thwarted, etc.

E.g., further to the expeditious renewal of my library membership, I was going to boogy on down to the relevant institution to pick up my card and do a spot of light research (I think I may have copies of the books I need to look at but they are not in any of the places where I would anticipate them to be). However, it is chucking down rain in buckets, I think I will leave this until a drier day. Dangers untold and hardships unnumbered is one thing, sitting around with wet shoes in an airconditioned reading room is another.

However, in connection with the research, I remembered that Elderly Antiquarian Bookdealer/Bibliographer had mentioned to me a Person who has come up as Of Interest, and I thought I would see whether they are still around, and apparently they are at the latest report though nearly 90. And not only that, last year, why was I not told, there was published a limited edition from a small press of various of their uncollected writings, including an essay on the very person. This is something I would have bought anyway had I known it existed.

And lo and behold, I ponied up for this hardback, limited edition etc: and got a massively discounted price in their winter sale calloo callay.

On the prehensile tail, I managed to break a soup bowl at lunchtime. Fortunately not containing any soup.

oursin: Cartoon hedgehog going aaargh (Hedgehog goes aaargh)

Thought I had some lovely free unspoilt time to get to grips with review I am writing.

There have been Problems with partner's internet connection in downstairs backroom, and after faffing around endeavouring to reset the TP-Link Powerlines, I came to the conclusion that they are ex-Powerlines and should be given a suitable funeral with relevant honours.

Have ordered new ones from Argos. Upside: next day delivery means they are coming today. Downside: but not until the very end of the pm delivery slot, i.e. the evening, Bah.

This is all generally distracting from concentrating the mind on the sleazier reaches of the Victorian booktrade.

Plus, I had a demand for my US tax details. Fortunately, many years ago, I was obliged to acquire an ITIN in connection with receiving a research grant, which makes the whole thing a lot simpler.

This all also rather distracts my mind from upcoming book group discussion of the next volume in Dance to the Music of Time. Though, in unexpected Powelliana encountered during the week, who was a massive fangirl? Eve Babitz was a massive fangirl! ('much less leaden than John Updike... a downright souffle compared to just about anyone').

oursin: A C19th illustration of a hedgehood, with a somewhat worried expression (mopey/worried hedgehog)

Just one of those weeks that felt like a strain - lower back flareups and insomnia and long-scheduled commitments that could not be deferred -

Though I did get a few small bits of life admin accomplished, like finally making an appointment for the first session of dental inlay work and chasing up whether journal reviews editor actually got my review.

But at the moment having the blahs.

oursin: Brush the wandering hedgehog dancing in his new coat (Brush the wandering hedgehog dancing)

When I turned on my clock radio - which I do on Saturdays to ensure that the time is co-ordinating with the radio time-signal - Radio 3 was playing the finale to Brahms Violin Concerto.

Joy!

Well, this has been an up and downy year as ever, but I am beginning to poke my nose out of my hole. I am still Doing Stuff, even if various projects seem to have got bogged down (not just on my side ahem ahem).

Anyway, in accordance with tradition, I pass round virtual rich dark gingerbread (and also gluten-free, diabetic-friendly, etc, versions), sanitive madeira (eschewing Duke of Clarence jokes) and other beverages of choice, and lift a glass to dr rdrz.

oursin: Brush the Wandering Hedgehog by the fire (Default)

Text today from my general practice to book Covid + flu jabs - actually in a months time, but I now have a slot booked.

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Having been moaning on over at bluesky about scholars these days not acknowledging existing (older) historiography, Dept of Preening Gratification was coming across footnote cite to 30 year-old co-authored work as 'A key starting point' for certain 'productive considerations' within the field.

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On the other prickly paw, I am still failing to get up to a proper swing at the essay review - keep niggling and picking at the bit I've already done.

Partly due to Interruptions happening.

Also partly due to not sleeping terribly well this week for some reason.

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Discovered today that I had somehow acquired an ebook of recent work on subject I have had far too much to do with and had totally forgotten about it. Looking up an area of Mi Pertikler Xpertize, o dear, a number of niggling Errours.

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Attended a webinar the other day where someone claimed that a certain class of records did not survive in respect of the lower orders on account They Could Not Write, and I was more, no, it's an issue of preservation, what about those postcards that I spoke about on a TV programme once - but that is such an annoying story, what DID happen to the cards after the filming? - apart from the flaunting of Being Meedja Personality, so decided not to raise my virtual hand.

oursin: Drawing of hedgehog in a cave, writing in a book with a quill pen (Writing hedgehog)

Last week was the one where there was PANIC over whether I would have new supply of prescription drug; credit card issues including FRAUD; and also bizarre phonecall from the musculo-skeletal people about scheduling an appointment which suggested they hadn't looked at my record or are very very confused about what my next session is actually for.

HOWEVER

Though I began writing a review on Wednesday, did a paragraph, and felt totally blank about where it was going from there, I returned to it the following day and lo and behold wrote enough to be considered an actual review, though have been tinkering and polishing since then. But is essentially DONE.

And in the realm of reviewing have received 3 books for essay review, have another one published this month coming sometime, and today heard that my offer to review for Yet Another Venue has been accepted, where can they send the book?

While in other not quite past it news, for many years I was heavily involved in a rather niche archival survey, which is no longer being hosted in its previous useful if rather outdated form but as a spreadsheet (I would say no use to man nor beast but it does have some value I suppose). But there is talk of reviving and updating it (yay) and I have been invited to a meeting to discuss this. Fortunately I can attend virtually rather than at ungodly hour of morning in distant reaches of West London.

Also professional org of which I am A (jolly good?) Fellow is doing a survey and has invited me to attend a virtual Focus Group.

Oh yes, and it looks as though a nerdy letter about Rebecca West I wrote to the Literary Review is likely to get published.

oursin: Brush the Wandering Hedgehog by the fire (Default)

Health stuff:

Had a telephone appointment with a GP about results of my routine health check the other week, concern over somewhat high cholesterol level - the good news is, I'm not diabetic, but I should endeavour to get that cholesterol down. I already consume a fairly healthy diet (maybe I need to cut down on the margeritas, though), so it's probably down to upping the exercise, within the constraints of the arthritis. Apparently one can book directly to the local NHS physio place, which might be an idea though who knows how long the wait is. Various links supplied to Exercises for the Old and In Pain.

Dentist yesterday: managed to get so much work done on where the crown used to be that they cancelled the additional appointment today and I only need to go back in 2 weeks. Yay.

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On walk today, observe that the waterlilies on the eco-pond (still seething with INVASIVE PREDATORY GOLDFISH) are endeavouring one last reprise of their Monet tribute act.

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Have finally (if temporarily) got back access to former workplace email. Going through to see who I need to inform that it will be an ex-email address very shortly.

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That annoying thing when somebody has given my name to somebody else as a person who is an expert on something on which I am not actually an expert: it is something which is adjacent to things I have worked on, I reviewed a book or books on it quite some considerable time ago, and I have not been keeping up with the historiography, except in the sense of having a feeling that there has possibly been some important recent work. I am so not the person to ask to be on your podcast about it. Grrr.

oursin: Sleeping hedgehog (sleepy hedgehog)

This has been a rather quiet year for me - last year seemed rather busy, but there's been nothing much on hand this year except doing some favours of reading mss for friends, a couple of article referreeing tasks, and putting together some biographical notes relating to persons in forthcoming chapter.

There's in theory in prospect co-editing a volume, but I'm still waiting on seeing actual contributions to same.

Ages since I did a post on the academic blog.

Nor have I cracked on with Getting My Archives in order particularly, sigh. Or other life admin particularly.

Okay, have been ticking on with the Interminable Adventures....

Have been much afflicted with apathy - earlier in the year was somewhat low-spirited, and although that lifted somewhat, still not skipping about 'hello trees, hello flowers'.

There has been, I suppose, doing various health things that had got a bit backburnered - the dental stuff, which I am expecting further action on shortly (I hope), the dermatological thing which seems to have resolved, and the hearing aids - still waiting on further action re ENT investigation in right ear. But, you know, not really that enervating?

So, you know, rather an ongoing case of the blahs.

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