WTF?!
... Mum again.... Shit but it was all my fault I did it.
It's always my fault crap crap crap! :(
I should have just gone to the Easter Show with her, but I was just so tired and broke and I've been out all week.
I shouldn't have stayed out so late...
Mum said it was ok if I stayed home and she's been so happy lately and even this morning I thought alright she won't mind.
Although I did say I wanted to spend time with her - which is true - I cancelled all my plans this weekend, but.
Then she cries. And 'is pathetic'. And her children 'scare her'. Because she doesn't know what to say to us. And wants to tell us things but they'd make us even more upset and rebellious and cause a rift between.
And I cry in my room and don't know what to say or do.
And then Cameron gets angry at me for making mum upset... Which makes me feel even more like crap. (even though it's because he doesn't do work at school is part of the problem - and he decided not to go to the Easter Show with them either)
Why does she change so quickly?!
Some people don't get it and say I should hang out with my mum more and be her friend.
But she scares me. I don't understand her. And after all the lows and what's she's said to me... I don't trust her when she's on one of her highs.
So today I can 'stay at home and paint or do uni work.'
I have uni break this week, so does Cam. That pissed her off too.
See I don't like painting when someone goes and tells me to. I don't know why. ><
I really want out when she's like this. Far out!
But that just makes things worse when "I put my 'anime' friends over family and reality."
Anyway... Guess I won't be going bike riding with Samar or organising that lunch or going out to Miranda with Claire or going into the city to see Shoe or Birdy or to Will's party afterwards...
Ahaha I have too many things to do. And now I'll get in trouble if I do any of them.
Yesterday was really good though hanging out with Mitch and meeting up with Lauz for a bit. I had so much fun, I guess I deserved balance when I got home. ^^ Sad thing is I believe that?
Mitch has been feeling really sick, so I hope hes alright *worry* He works himself to hard I think sometimes I told him he didn't have to go out with me yesterday... He told me I should hang out with my mum today, he was right but, well, I screwed up again!
In other news, some people have started talking to others again.
And some people are crappy friends. :( Gah I'm sorry!
Today... I Don't KNOW what to do anymore! TT_TT

Movie was confusing as.
pretty crappy ending too.
Everyone was so filthy dirty. As in the literal sense.
And I'm pretty sure they got their mythology wrong.
Game was horrible.
Some drunk guy was creeping us out.
Saw Ellie who was complaining about "this girl from Uni" who turns out to be Melissa.
Tim was a very nice boy, as was Daniel - partly because he was drunk.
I was so bored.
Going out and having drinks it so boring.
Seems like everyone else was having a good time though.
Brendan couldn't come so it was just me and Claire.
Oh well.
And Hornby is injured. My poor baby.
Now I have a gathering to prepare for as I try to get out of going to Tradies tonight with Samar and Loren.
How nice of me.

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I'm so tired. I won't write much.
I went bike riding with Samar... I love it, its a great chance to chat about life, the universe and everything in it. But I'm totally unfit lol
Well what to say?
I've watched all of the Ah! My Goddess dvd i bought, it's so cute!
Yes...
Now what to dazzle you with?
Oh right! Today, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, like Blah Reloaded which was a blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, ALL YOUR BLAH ARE BELONG TO US, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Blah. Some vampires use the regional variation "k'blah" Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, BLAH!
Thats about all I have to offer atm.
Good day to you.

“Fack, mate! Some fucka fackin' facked up my fackin' facked up piss an' iz' dingeu oite moi boibee. ”
~ Oscar Wilde on Australian language

“Oh goodness me, my friend. A menacing person meddled with my alcohol, dash it all, and then proceeded to allow his pet dingo to consume my infant. And there are no accent coaches in Hollywood worth a moment's consideration.”
~ Oscar Wilde on what Oscar Wilde just said in English.