So, despite all this, I've only cried myslef to sleep two, three nights tops. Mrs. Hall said I was doing pretty well, and even drove me to his house yesterday so we could scream, "GO TO HELL!! outside his house. The house was dark, so they probably weren't home and the only living beings that heard us were his cat and the neighbors.

PC was wonderful. It was pretty small for a manditory meeting, but i was so happy. I felt like my old-self, way back in the days of my Freshman year. I swear, at one point I wondered if Mr. Doering had given us homework...

I stayed for the whole meeting, and I didn't leave once. :) go me. Ok, fine. I went out before share circle in a mad search for Ivan. :( he wasn't there. ELisa is so hilariously delicious. I had a blast watching her immitate what's-her-face. I felt like I really bonded with Elisa... she's so cool. And I was nice to everyone at the meeting. :)

About Ivan: I think I like him. He's nice to me.. and he has gorgeous eyes. Friday was the Academic Pep Rally. I was supposed to go to be honored for my 3.83 GPA. I never go, and instead, I looked for Ivan. I found him and we sat infront of the Student Bank, where i proceeded to use a pick-up line on him, and I asked him if what Bry had told me was true. (Bryan asked him what he thought of me and Ivan said he thought i was cute and interesting.) Then, we wandered around the school looking for his dad so that he would sign his registration sheet. the second time, we passed Jorge and what's-her-face... god, I was so grossed out and insulted i just ran to the door. AS soon as he was through the door, the first thing Ivan told me was that that had been gross and disturbing. Then, we sat on the steps of the Career Center, and I told Ivan that i thought i liked him. Then, we talked about how Mr. Yanez had hated me, and Madame Apraku had loved me and my laughter to death last year. I sang a song Madame Apraku taught us in french, and the chorus from "Michelle", which is also in French. We talked about going back to France some day, and then... after a while, he told me that he thought he liked me too. :) Still, I'd like to wait awhile before anything definite happens. I'd like to get to know him better, because i don't know a lot of other things about him.

Bry and i were dancing around at PC, smiling like mofos. AS we left the room to go to McDonalds, we sang "Buddy Holly" :)

McDonald's was fun. Liz, ELisa, Chris, Bryan, Mrs. Hall, and i went. very entertaining. the funniest part of the night was when ELisa, Liz, and I sang the chorus to "toxicity". It was funy 'cuz here's this guy screaming, and there we are, three teenage girls with sweet, soft voices. hilarious.

We got our report cards friday:
World history H: B
French: A
Chemistry: B
Band: A
Algebra 2: B
English H: A
Total GPA: 3.83
do i rock or what? :)

Today, Suzy and I went to Ralph's to buy stuff for Carol's birthday on Monday. Then, we crossed the street to the 99¢ store next to Blockbuster. We tried looking for a wicker basket or summat, and ended up going to SAv-on and finding a cute little plastic wagon. we bought it... and the cashier... oh god!! :D he was so deliciously adorable!! I melted while i paid for the little wagon, and smiled as he tried to put it in a bag and talk to us at the same time. The first thing he said was, "Hey! You like Tsunami Bomb!" as he pointed at my t-shirt, and then commenting on Suzy's Suburban Legends shirt. He talked to her for awhile about the guitarist from Suburban Legends, and then we left. I called my dad, and after i hung up, I todl suzy how cute the guy was.

"Go back in there and talk to him."

and i did! I was so happy! I was free! I didn't have to worry about what Jorge would think, or about feeling guilty because i could be cheating on him. So, surprisingly, Suzy stepped aside and let me talk to him by myslef. Jeez.. i don't even remember what i said when i came back. I think i told him that my friend had told me to come back and talk to him, but, taking the CG! advice... who the hell cares what i said? it's been said, and it's not like i can take it back. i put my cell phone on the little belt-thingy and we talked about weezer. i told him how i sneaked into the pit at the long beach show in november, and he told me abot old weezer shows. we talked about pinkerton. he said it sounded like angry Rivers, and i said it was just broken-hearted, angry Rivers. Then, a lot of people came up to pay for stuff and i had to get back in line so i could say good-bye because my dad had just called to tell me he was waiting for us. So he told me his name was Andy (his name-tag said "Andres S.") and i told him my name. :) As we left, he said we should come back more often. I sure will!


Michelle, ma belle
Sont le mots qui vont très bien ensemble,
Très bien ensemble

Michelle, ma belle
Those are words that go together well,
My Michelle

Andy.... ::sigh:: Ivan... ooooh ::squeals::

Mabel: i give it less than a week. Scorpio's need smart people. besides, i'll bet you anything that she thinks elves are tiny little people that live in trees and make cookies, and help santa out.